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How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me
 
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How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me

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It's pretty terrible. 7.5 billion people on this planet and we're the nobodies who aren't even deemed worthy of the table scraps.
 
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take some heroin and fall asleep. You'll feel better. it's something all of the people that are thrown out to rot should take. It works
 
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feelsbadman32 said:
How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me
I know the feeling! I'm the Last one Alive in my family, and no friends either, besides myself, hehe
 
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Humans are not meant to live in these huge ass cities where nobody knows each other. It's no wolf pack, modern living is not how we were meant to live
 
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Humans are not meant to live in these huge ass cities where nobody knows each other. It's no wolf pack, modern living is not how we were meant to live

crowds of people and traffic just fucking annoy the living shit out of me
 
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feelsbadman32 said:
How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me
you have us brother
 
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SoCalSuifuel said:
It's pretty terrible. 7.5 billion people on this planet and we're the nobodies who aren't even deemed worthy of the table scraps.
Well, we have a forum. :feelsautistic:
 
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Henry de Montherlant said:
Well, we have a forum. :feelsautistic:
Just thinking about how I grew up reading stories about heroes accomplishing things and mattering to the world, it's the most horrible feeling in the world to know that I don't matter, that I'm of no value to anyone. How can anyone want to exist in a world without meaning?
 
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feelsbadman32 said:
How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me

Give us details or I think you are just a drama queen
 
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Brahcel said:
Give us details or I think you are just a drama queen
I did, and being a drama queen that's fine with me i suppose
 
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Just thinking about how I grew up reading stories about heroes accomplishing things and mattering to the world, it's the most horrible feeling in the world to know that I don't matter, that I'm of no value to anyone. How can anyone want to exist in a world without meaning?
Everyone that ever lived in it.

Think of it. Taking lives like ER has no meaning at all, it may have a political sense according to some losers on the internet, but in the end that is just vanity and deads take an hour to be forgotten by normal people. Saving a life has no meaning either, since the life you saved has a high probability to have as much meaning as yours, which means none. Reproduction has no meaning, it just ends up creating more meaningless individuals and lost souls questionning "Ho God, why does the world have no meaning ?". Even abstract creations such as art or intellectual discoveries are too limited by our human vanity, flaws and lack of meaning, and in the end they only serve a meaningless specie to cope and keep progressing in a meaningless void to infinity.

The things we consider "meaningful" have no meaning, they are just socially acceptable copes and mental comfort zones.

We need to live and die without a meaning. That's the greatest hardship of life.
 
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Henry de Montherlant said:
Everyone that ever lived in it.

Think of it. Taking lives like ER has no meaning at all, it may have a political sense according to some losers on the internet, but in the end that is just vanity and deads take an hour to be forgotten by normal people. Saving a life has no meaning either, since the life you saved has a high probability to have as much meaning as yours, which means none. Reproduction has no meaning, it just ends up creating more meaningless individuals and lost souls questionning "Ho God, why does the world have no meaning ?". Even abstract creations such as art or intellectual discoveries are too limited by our human vanity, flaws and lack of meaning, and in the end they only serve a meaningless specie to cope and keep progressing in a meaningless void to infinity.

The things we consider "meaningful" have no meaning, they are just socially acceptable copes and mental comfort zones.

We need to live and die without a meaning. That's the greatest hardship of life.
damn high iq
 
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Feel like this everyday. As a kid I would have never thought I'd grow up to be the mess that I am.
 
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Where's your family?
 
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feelsbadman32 said:
How can life be so fucking cruel, is this pain all that i will feel throughout my miserable life. Destined to live in isolation, shame and complete loneliness. i have no family and friends its just fucking me
Probably yes, my friend. Things are always getting worse for everybody with time. I suggest you find some good copes like a hobby or something and stick with them.
 

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