nate01
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Everytime I go and sit down to rub one out I can't even bring myself to do it, the feeling of shame and self hatred is too strong now
I used to be able to do it every other day at least, especially with my copes shielding me from my brutal unfortunate reality ie video games, friends, being younger etc
Now that's all gone ie gaming is not hitting, friends all ditched me now I'm completely alone everyday, I have to face and accept my shit existence. I have no more copes or excuses to use. "oh this is only temporary bro you won't jack off forever" - it's looking like this is becoming permanent
I don't see it getting any better either, in fact I see it getting only worse from here. I mean how the fuck do you even make friends post college? How do you cope with the loneliness? I can only watch twitch streams and talk to myself for so long.
I used to be able to do it every other day at least, especially with my copes shielding me from my brutal unfortunate reality ie video games, friends, being younger etc
Now that's all gone ie gaming is not hitting, friends all ditched me now I'm completely alone everyday, I have to face and accept my shit existence. I have no more copes or excuses to use. "oh this is only temporary bro you won't jack off forever" - it's looking like this is becoming permanent
I don't see it getting any better either, in fact I see it getting only worse from here. I mean how the fuck do you even make friends post college? How do you cope with the loneliness? I can only watch twitch streams and talk to myself for so long.





