Being on no fap was relatively easy until now
I just feel hollow like the only that can fix it is a gf. Am not interested in drugs or liquor like most normies that stuff is repulsive and I’ll NEVER try it, hell I don’t even want friends or social connections. I just want a foid to cuddle up with and kiss, hold ect. I believe I’ve been brainwashed into thinking this is the ultimate peak of life by society and it’s being enabled by my genes.
I’ve heard that when you have no purpose in life you tend to wonder towards lust due to our genetic imperatives to reproduce
It’s even worse, last night I had zero urge to fap but now it’s all I think about, I think I know why
Every two weeks I build something form the book
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OcJcYidYwn8&t=481s&pp=ygUZYnJpY2ttYW5pYSByYXRzIGFuZCBmb3hlcw%3D%3D
this Tuesday (today) I built the house and grant tank this was the main thing I was hyped for.i wanted to build the house since November. so to celebrate and hype myself up, I bought my mom and brother dinner at a expensive steakhouse last night, I ordered a 50$ steak and it was the best I ever had. Then this morning I built it.
Now I feel nothing but sadness
It’s like this every time with my cope, I lost my purpose now sounds dumb I don’t know.
It’s like am not even satisfied at building the house and tank I want more, I only have two planes left to build and am done with North Africa but I already want to move on to the WW1 book.
What am trying to say is that you need to have a purpose to do no fap
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fUDrpLp5gUo&pp=ygUNbXIga2l0dHkgeGlpaQ%3D%3D
I just feel hollow like the only that can fix it is a gf. Am not interested in drugs or liquor like most normies that stuff is repulsive and I’ll NEVER try it, hell I don’t even want friends or social connections. I just want a foid to cuddle up with and kiss, hold ect. I believe I’ve been brainwashed into thinking this is the ultimate peak of life by society and it’s being enabled by my genes.
I’ve heard that when you have no purpose in life you tend to wonder towards lust due to our genetic imperatives to reproduce
It’s even worse, last night I had zero urge to fap but now it’s all I think about, I think I know why
Every two weeks I build something form the book
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OcJcYidYwn8&t=481s&pp=ygUZYnJpY2ttYW5pYSByYXRzIGFuZCBmb3hlcw%3D%3D
this Tuesday (today) I built the house and grant tank this was the main thing I was hyped for.i wanted to build the house since November. so to celebrate and hype myself up, I bought my mom and brother dinner at a expensive steakhouse last night, I ordered a 50$ steak and it was the best I ever had. Then this morning I built it.
Now I feel nothing but sadness
It’s like this every time with my cope, I lost my purpose now sounds dumb I don’t know.
It’s like am not even satisfied at building the house and tank I want more, I only have two planes left to build and am done with North Africa but I already want to move on to the WW1 book.
What am trying to say is that you need to have a purpose to do no fap
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fUDrpLp5gUo&pp=ygUNbXIga2l0dHkgeGlpaQ%3D%3D
