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I cant cope with waking up every single day almost knowing for 100% fact that I won't be getting any sort of pussy. I am tired of this terrible lonely lifestyle that I love everyday where my brightest moment is jacking off to some amateur porn on a tube site. I am so tired of arguing with people on incels.is on who is a bigger loser or who is a bigger incel. Like if I didn't have enough problems it seems like I can't even catch a break here,which in all honestly is understandable considering how much anger is in the air over our situations.I wish I had a high paying job so I could buy my way out of this misery,I wish I didn't have to see the same reflection on the mirror knowing that I let myself and my penis down. I can't help but feel contempt for the people that blame society for their shameful loses. Shame is beginning to consume me, even if I do find a girlfriend how will I explain that I have been rotting in my room for almost a decade? Am I always going to question myself? At what point do we truly ask ourselves if our lives are really worth living. I wish I had never been born had I known how close I would be to success only to watch it all wither away. I am never going to know if I would have been different had I just caught a small break in life. I didn't though and I should have,I feel like I was close enough to where I should have had it all. Instead I am rotting away on incels.is,having other incels pick fights with me because my life hasn't been quite as shit as theirs. We argue with each other over who is the biggest loser,does it really matter? How can you judge how big of a loser someone feels like they are in their own mind?
