fullofchagrin
Greycel
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- Joined
- Nov 29, 2024
- Posts
- 59
I've always been way too empathetic and cared too much about normie customs since I was a child. I'd never lied as a child because my mother taught me it was wrong, the first time I lied in my life was when I was 11 years old in middle school.
I've never really had friends. Used to be bullied in school. Thought there was something wrong with me. So I looksmaxxed and worked on myself, thought that it would make me fit in. It did not. Well, at least now I don't make a fool out of myself anymore wherever I go, and on the contrary, can actually mog people. Whatever, either way, it did not make me fit in. The normie society gaslit me into believing that there was something wrong with me. Wrong. The one who's wrong is the hypocritical, virtue signaling normie society that's supposed to be ''tolerant'' but hates people for being different outside of their own will.
I thought that incels were bad people. Hateful people who choose to be outcasts because they're bad people. A normie attempted to insult me yesterday by saying something like ''you must be an incels.is user''. I clicked on the link and after scrolling for a bit, I realized that I was wrong and I was brainwashed. I am an incel myself. I've been made to hate my own people. My heart is filled with insurmountable amounts of rage (well okay, actually, my brain is numb, I don't feel anything, but whatever it sounds poetic or something).
I wish I could write something more touching, idk, but my brain is fried. Mental illness and brain damage from a failed suicide attempt. Anyway.. I'm glad I found this place frens, and I think I'm going to stay here a long time BTW, have a Totally Normal Day
I've never really had friends. Used to be bullied in school. Thought there was something wrong with me. So I looksmaxxed and worked on myself, thought that it would make me fit in. It did not. Well, at least now I don't make a fool out of myself anymore wherever I go, and on the contrary, can actually mog people. Whatever, either way, it did not make me fit in. The normie society gaslit me into believing that there was something wrong with me. Wrong. The one who's wrong is the hypocritical, virtue signaling normie society that's supposed to be ''tolerant'' but hates people for being different outside of their own will.
I thought that incels were bad people. Hateful people who choose to be outcasts because they're bad people. A normie attempted to insult me yesterday by saying something like ''you must be an incels.is user''. I clicked on the link and after scrolling for a bit, I realized that I was wrong and I was brainwashed. I am an incel myself. I've been made to hate my own people. My heart is filled with insurmountable amounts of rage (well okay, actually, my brain is numb, I don't feel anything, but whatever it sounds poetic or something).
I wish I could write something more touching, idk, but my brain is fried. Mental illness and brain damage from a failed suicide attempt. Anyway.. I'm glad I found this place frens, and I think I'm going to stay here a long time BTW, have a Totally Normal Day