I dropped out but at the same time wish I hadn't but the situation was not a good one so if circumstances had been different & all that shit ya know. I believe what happens to you when you're still developing puts you down one of 2 paths, all the normies had opportunities and validation, acceptance, praise, social networks, familial support then go on to think life is great overall.
If you're isolated, ridiculed, bullied, not seen as anything more than scum, have no support network, no one has your back etc... then you see the world completely different, of course normies can't see where we're coming from; they haven't been thrown into the pit.
What do they know of an existence they can't even comprehend let alone experienced.