
willcobainsoon1994
I hate myself and want to die
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- Joined
- Jul 17, 2025
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There was this absolutely fucking gorgeous babe in my grade who shared quite a few classes with me. I was too autistic to actually try being friends with her but she still knew my name and would say hi occasionally. She was also the only hottie to actually acknowledge my existence during the entire 4 years of HS, which is probably why I'm so obsessed with her.
Fast foward to now, 2 years after we graduated and went to different colleges:
I found her on Instagram and sent a follow request, but she never accepted it because she probably forgets who I am and certainly doesn't recognize my face because I did some serious looksmaxxing after graduating and lost a ton of weight. So instead I just stare at her absolutely fucking insanely gorgeous profile pic where she is sitting on her bed wearing a black top with her stomach exposed while staring into the camera with her large deep blue eyes and black hair off to the side. Words cannot describe how fucking hot she looks in this damn profile pic, bros
But you know what I fucking realized? Both her hands are clearly visible, so someone else was in her bedroom with her while she was looking so fucking hot and took that picture. I want to believe so badly that it was her mom or sister. I never did see her with a boyfriend in high-school, and its only been 2 years since we've graduated. I refuse to believe that some other guy has deflowered her. I can't fucking accept that. No. She doesn't have a boyfriend. Her mom took that picture. She is still single and I still have a chance. I can be the one to take her virginity. Chad hasn't gotten her yet. I still have time. There is still hope. THERE IS STILL HOOOOOPE!
Fast foward to now, 2 years after we graduated and went to different colleges:
I found her on Instagram and sent a follow request, but she never accepted it because she probably forgets who I am and certainly doesn't recognize my face because I did some serious looksmaxxing after graduating and lost a ton of weight. So instead I just stare at her absolutely fucking insanely gorgeous profile pic where she is sitting on her bed wearing a black top with her stomach exposed while staring into the camera with her large deep blue eyes and black hair off to the side. Words cannot describe how fucking hot she looks in this damn profile pic, bros
But you know what I fucking realized? Both her hands are clearly visible, so someone else was in her bedroom with her while she was looking so fucking hot and took that picture. I want to believe so badly that it was her mom or sister. I never did see her with a boyfriend in high-school, and its only been 2 years since we've graduated. I refuse to believe that some other guy has deflowered her. I can't fucking accept that. No. She doesn't have a boyfriend. Her mom took that picture. She is still single and I still have a chance. I can be the one to take her virginity. Chad hasn't gotten her yet. I still have time. There is still hope. THERE IS STILL HOOOOOPE!