LDAR I cannot believe this shit happened to me right now at 1 am at the peak of my depression

[kay']

I was doom scrolling on tiktok and i got this video.

TikTok - Make Your Day

I thought to myself damn i know this women, her manerism, those boobs, the shape of them.

I have memory issues but because this awakened a sad memory in me, my garbage brain remembered and i remembered her name was something with z.

I go to the comment sections: its zahia dehar.

I go to yt because i remember when i was a horny dumb kid i accidently stumbled upon a video of this woman dancing maybe while looking for porn on yt idk how much i remember she drove me crazy and i think ive watched it at least once a day for a month straight back then.

She has a way with her mannerism and movement, this is the type of bitch that stays in your brain forever rent free

And to my garbage luck i found the video and it is suifuel right now as much as it was back then.


View: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ja2gsGBnwWI



Better not watch guys, its extreme suifuel.

 

[kay']

@Fat Link why is my quality of life literally minus infinity, i dont deserve this you fat fuck jabroni

 

[kay']

Man fuck

 

[plastic chewer]

TikTok - Make Your Day

 

[Max Doltman]

im underage for youtube

 

[kay']

 

[Epedaphic]

dang that is rough man to come across something like this from your youth again. i have had some moments like this too, my reaction has been that they throw me off for a little while.
man i gotta say though the dancing video is kind of disgusting... basically simulating sex like that, i don't know how any woman can have dignity remaining after doing that in public
(sorry to be saying something like this about a girl who you may see as your waifu)

 

[kay']

dang that is rough man to come across something like this from your youth again. i have had some moments like this too, my reaction has been that they throw me off for a little while.
man i gotta say though the dancing video is kind of disgusting... basically simulating sex like that, i don't know how any woman can have dignity remaining after doing that in public
(sorry to be saying something like this about a girl who you may see as your waifu)

It really sounds so stupid and its even worse that im lamenting a time i was super miserable but better than today and im now even more miserable than before which i never thought could be possible.

Some dumb hoe 20 years ago got me infatuated with her and now 20 years later i still am the same loser infatuated with her while being in a worse state while she doesnt even know i exist, legit suifuel.

 

[ColderManTruce]

TikTok - Make Your Day

 

[Epedaphic]

It really sounds so stupid and its even worse that im lamenting a time i was super miserable but better than today and im now even more miserable than before which i never thought could be possible.

Some dumb hoe 20 years ago got me infatuated with her and now 20 years later i still am the same loser infatuated with her while being in a worse state while she doesnt even know i exist, legit suifuel.

Tbh it doesn’t sound stupid to me. I think with things like this that are reminders of younger times, they tend to draw connections and comparisons between our situations at those times and now, so it kinda makes sense to me what you’re going through with it

And I hear you about how you still have that infatuation.. although it sounds like you had forgotten about her until now? Perhaps that infatuation you feel now is like an echo of what you felt when younger, but not the real thing.

And yeah, there is just a vast difference between the lives any woman lives and ours, especially a celebrity like this. Try not to beat yourself up too much boyo comparing your situation now to how it was before, you’ve had it unimaginably harder than she has.

 

[kay']

Tbh it doesn’t sound stupid to me. I think with things like this that are reminders of younger times, they tend to draw connections and comparisons between our situations at those times and now, so it kinda makes sense to me what you’re going through with it

And I hear you about how you still have that infatuation.. although it sounds like you had forgotten about her until now? Perhaps that infatuation you feel now is like an echo of what you felt when younger, but not the real thing.

And yeah, there is just a vast difference between the lives any woman lives and ours, especially a celebrity like this. Try not to beat yourself up too much boyo comparing your situation now to how it was before, you’ve had it unimaginably harder than she has.

Im not jealous of her man im just sad my life is this bad

 

[kay']

Didnt sleep at all, one more hour and i go buy smokes

 

[undesiredsamsung]

im underage for youtube

 

[Epedaphic]

Im not jealous of her man im just sad my life is this bad

Ah, I didn’t think you were
I hope you can get some rest .

 

[All Star]

What on earth was that

 

[kay']

What on earth was that

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