I started using food as a cope and has since turned into an addiction. I take the most junky food possible to get the best hormones that I could get, and keep vomiting it up in my mouth to feel it again. I tried numerous times to stop eating but it is always on my mind and have never made it past 2 days. My mind is saying that we can do this, gonna get healthy again, but a couple of hours later, it's "I could always try it another time and eat tonight."
