Lots of time in my life I could've perfectky masked as an NT but when I do it I feel like I want to vomit.
Just the feeling of having to talk the same usual shit and laugh at the same fucking jokes over and over again is disgusting.
When I was in uni I had to take a special study plan where 100% of my final notes relied on one single exam because I couldn't fucking take having to talk to those people for doing group presentations, so I had it harder.
I dropped out of that shit but I might come back to study another degree (harder) and I will have to do that shit again, because doing group projects is a big no.
If I wanted to, I could mask enough to be a normal social person, I wouldn't be popular bc I'm ugly but I'd get enough social contacts to network a little in life. But it's not worth it.
When I talk to anybody irl I just start feeling like I wanna punch the person in the face when 20 seconds have passed
Just the feeling of having to talk the same usual shit and laugh at the same fucking jokes over and over again is disgusting.
When I was in uni I had to take a special study plan where 100% of my final notes relied on one single exam because I couldn't fucking take having to talk to those people for doing group presentations, so I had it harder.
I dropped out of that shit but I might come back to study another degree (harder) and I will have to do that shit again, because doing group projects is a big no.
If I wanted to, I could mask enough to be a normal social person, I wouldn't be popular bc I'm ugly but I'd get enough social contacts to network a little in life. But it's not worth it.
When I talk to anybody irl I just start feeling like I wanna punch the person in the face when 20 seconds have passed
