Hevel
Nothing new under the Sun
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I grew up believing that if you work hard, you'll get everything you want. At least, that's what my parents, teachers, and older people told me, and I believed it. Now I'm at an age where it's embarrassing not to have reached certain milestones.
I was doomscrolling in my room when I got the hardest left hook you can get from the BP.
It was a video from a classmate who was making a crappy vlog with his girlfriend. Nothing special, normie shit, but when I went to his profile and saw that he was married to her, it hit me harder than usual. Then I remembered the junkie classmate who told me he was planning to get married.
How can they expect us to work when society excludes us from our lowest desires?
I tolerated a lot at work because I thought I'd get what everyone else got, but now I see with my eyes wide open that wasn't even a requirement.
I can't keep pretending there's something out there for me. I can see several therapists and psychologists, but they can't implant experiences into our minds and remove the bad ones.
I just want to ldar. That should be my right if I can't have a good life.
I was doomscrolling in my room when I got the hardest left hook you can get from the BP.
It was a video from a classmate who was making a crappy vlog with his girlfriend. Nothing special, normie shit, but when I went to his profile and saw that he was married to her, it hit me harder than usual. Then I remembered the junkie classmate who told me he was planning to get married.
How can they expect us to work when society excludes us from our lowest desires?
I tolerated a lot at work because I thought I'd get what everyone else got, but now I see with my eyes wide open that wasn't even a requirement.
I can't keep pretending there's something out there for me. I can see several therapists and psychologists, but they can't implant experiences into our minds and remove the bad ones.
I just want to ldar. That should be my right if I can't have a good life.





