I became my biggest fear

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

i had anxiety since I was 14 and It has always a problem for me except my anxiety was based on things that arent real like insecurities but now all my insecurities came true I HAVE became subhuman, It was my biggest fear. I always cared so much about my appearance and thrived to improve but who knew it was that obcession that made me subhuman. I tried too much and botched myself instead.

 

[PLA1092]

Yes; a self-fulfilling prophecy.

 

[Gamblord]

OP this forum isn't your diary.

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

Yes; a self-fulfilling prophecy.

my story is so depressing and tragic

 

[Ecstasy]

Spoiler: It will get worse. Get over that shit bro and start at least to enjoy your loneliness.

 

[Reclusemaxxer]

You tried I can respect a man that tries and fails more than a man who never tried at all it wasn’t your fault you couldn’t have known this would’ve been your fate keep your head up things will get better just have faith and keep trying also I suggest laying off the steroids uts definitely not helping you out

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

OP this forum isn't your diary.

but people like my threads

 

[Emperor Palpatine]

Same. But when I was a teenager I had acne so I was even uglier

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

You tried I can respect a man that tries and fails more than a man who never tried at all it wasn’t your fault you couldn’t have known this would’ve been your fate keep your head up things will get better just have faith and keep trying also I suggest laying off the steroids uts definitely not helping you out

im coming off and going on TRT i pray everything gets back to how it was

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I made my voice recordings as a defense against becoming mute for any reason.

 

[Django the niggero]

OP this forum isn't your diary.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

your biggest issue was your steroid use, the excess hormones exaggerated your subhumanity

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

your biggest issue was your steroid use, the excess hormones exaggerated your subhumanity

it was a double edged sword, and I got the worst part of the deal.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

it was a double edged sword, and I got the worst part of the deal.

they either ascend you or turn you into an ogre

 

[HiddenUzer.Belgrade]

they either ascend you or turn you into an ogre