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First, I just want to clarify that I """technically""" didn't get heightmogged by the 10-year-old foid as she was still slightly shorter than me. I'm 5'5, she was maybe like 1-2 inches shorter, at most 3 inches but still fucking brutal.
I went outside (which you should NOT do as an incel) with my sister and saw this kid who I hadn't seen in like 2 months. The last time I saw her, she was still relatively tall for a kid her age, but I still used to be noticeably taller than this kid. I'm not exactly sure how tall she was then though. Suddenly we came across this 10-year old, and my sister started conversing with her. I of course said nothing; I try to avoid socializing as much as possible. At first I was so confused about this person. Her voice was familiar, yet she was much taller than the person I thought of. I'm used to getting heightmogged by foids all the time anyway, which is ragefuel
so I tried to not think too much of it. UNTIL. A moment later, I got back to my senses I realized that this is that 10-year-old kid!!! I felt so embarassed. Then my sister had the fucking audacity to casually say "wow, you're almost as tall as my brother". Why the FUCK did you have to say that??? They probably giggled, but I was to disheartened to notice.
I felt a rush of blood, and before I knew it, my embarassment turned into anger: I suddenly felt like I wanted to beat someone up (which I of course didn't do and won't ever do feds). I instead completely avoided eye contact with the kid and walked away back home. I then ran into my room enraged, and beat the shit out of things: I threw an apple I was eating just before at the door and started stomping on it; I punched a cardboard box until it was pretty beat up. Then I grabbed a knife from a drawer and started stabbing the shit out of the already beaten-up box (Again feds, I won't actually harm anyone. If I am to harm anyone, it would be myself, by roping. I'm not even kidding this is 100% true feds, please don't put me on a list I'm a good person and I never even bully people, am a weakcel who's too scared to upset people i try to be kind or at least as neutral as i can be even with people who upset me why would I harm anyone).
Afterwards, I laid down on the floor, staring at the ceiling, with a feeling of defeat. I am reminded of the fact that I will never be like a normal human. This young foid is going to be my height, if not taller in a matter of months. Meanwhile, I stopped growing in my early teens, 5'5 is all I get. This killed any hint of happiness I had today. I almost feel like roping. I am pretty sure I will end up going through with roping someday. Luckily, I can still manage for now, because I haven't had too many brutal experiences to drag me down to that level yet.
It's already brutal to be 5'5. I don't even want to imagine how it is for guys shorter than me. You have my utmost respect for being able to keep pushing through without roping.
I went outside (which you should NOT do as an incel) with my sister and saw this kid who I hadn't seen in like 2 months. The last time I saw her, she was still relatively tall for a kid her age, but I still used to be noticeably taller than this kid. I'm not exactly sure how tall she was then though. Suddenly we came across this 10-year old, and my sister started conversing with her. I of course said nothing; I try to avoid socializing as much as possible. At first I was so confused about this person. Her voice was familiar, yet she was much taller than the person I thought of. I'm used to getting heightmogged by foids all the time anyway, which is ragefuel
so I tried to not think too much of it. UNTIL. A moment later, I got back to my senses I realized that this is that 10-year-old kid!!! I felt so embarassed. Then my sister had the fucking audacity to casually say "wow, you're almost as tall as my brother". Why the FUCK did you have to say that??? They probably giggled, but I was to disheartened to notice.I felt a rush of blood, and before I knew it, my embarassment turned into anger
: I suddenly felt like I wanted to beat someone up (which I of course didn't do and won't ever do feds). I instead completely avoided eye contact with the kid and walked away back home. I then ran into my room enraged, and beat the shit out of things: I threw an apple I was eating just before at the door and started stomping on it; I punched a cardboard box until it was pretty beat up. Then I grabbed a knife from a drawer and started stabbing the shit out of the already beaten-up box (Again feds, I won't actually harm anyone. If I am to harm anyone, it would be myself, by roping. I'm not even kidding this is 100% true feds, please don't put me on a list I'm a good person and I never even bully people, am a weakcel who's too scared to upset people i try to be kind or at least as neutral as i can be even with people who upset me why would I harm anyone).Afterwards, I laid down on the floor, staring at the ceiling, with a feeling of defeat. I am reminded of the fact that I will never be like a normal human. This young foid is going to be my height, if not taller in a matter of months. Meanwhile, I stopped growing in my early teens, 5'5 is all I get. This killed any hint of happiness I had today. I almost feel like roping
. I am pretty sure I will end up going through with roping someday. Luckily, I can still manage for now, because I haven't had too many brutal experiences to drag me down to that level yet.It's already brutal to be 5'5. I don't even want to imagine how it is for guys shorter than me. You have my utmost respect for being able to keep pushing through without roping.
