Copexodius Maximus
Mentally destroyed by reality
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I asked my dad today how he was able to get with my mom.
My dad said that they were both friends at first, but then they both tried more and more time with each other and they automatically knew they liked each other.
I told my dad that I had some female friends but none of them ever showed any interest in me. But when they knew about my brother, they would try to talk to him.
My dad just said that I hadn't found the one, it will eventually happen one day.
So I told him that I don't want to end up with a woman who's been with a bunch of other dudes and then only is with for my money because she can't get with her actual interests.
My dad is just if I have a good heart, I will attract that kind of woman to me. If I've been virgin, she will too (for some reason he secretly thinks I'm slaying like my brother JFL).
But since I knew the Bible, I asked him about stories like of Job or David that contradicted the "You get what you deserve" narrative
He just said that we all have a destiny that is prewritten, and if I'm not destined to ever get a wife, I need to accept it as God's will.
I can't cope anymore, my dad is essentially telling me that I need to accept that it's over.
I refuse to accept my place as filth. FUCK THIS IS SUICIDE INDUCING CIRCUMTANCE.
WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I EVER DONE TO DESERVE THIS?
Life isn't fair, and I refuse to continue suffering. How can I ever believe in a God that made me suffer like this?
I'm seriously thinking of just roping at this point, there's no place for subhumans like me in this world, EXCEPT as a cog in the industrial social engine.
My dad said that they were both friends at first, but then they both tried more and more time with each other and they automatically knew they liked each other.
I told my dad that I had some female friends but none of them ever showed any interest in me. But when they knew about my brother, they would try to talk to him.
My dad just said that I hadn't found the one, it will eventually happen one day.
So I told him that I don't want to end up with a woman who's been with a bunch of other dudes and then only is with for my money because she can't get with her actual interests.
My dad is just if I have a good heart, I will attract that kind of woman to me. If I've been virgin, she will too (for some reason he secretly thinks I'm slaying like my brother JFL).
But since I knew the Bible, I asked him about stories like of Job or David that contradicted the "You get what you deserve" narrative
He just said that we all have a destiny that is prewritten, and if I'm not destined to ever get a wife, I need to accept it as God's will.
I can't cope anymore, my dad is essentially telling me that I need to accept that it's over.
I refuse to accept my place as filth. FUCK THIS IS SUICIDE INDUCING CIRCUMTANCE.
WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I EVER DONE TO DESERVE THIS?
Life isn't fair, and I refuse to continue suffering. How can I ever believe in a God that made me suffer like this?
I'm seriously thinking of just roping at this point, there's no place for subhumans like me in this world, EXCEPT as a cog in the industrial social engine.