I was in a shop and buying food, there was a new cashier there, early 20s, slavwhore but looking pretty. I was paying with my credit card. She asked me if I wanted a bag and I autistically told her that yes I want a bag but she did not understand what I said because I talk like an autist (autists can relate) so she just looked at me, so I repeated it like, yes yes yes, but it came out even more retarded, anyway I thought it was over but I got saved because I pulled out a gamer move and used my head to move it up and down in a sign that I want the bag so she finally understood.
After this major W, I took the initiative and pulled out my credit card and signaled it to her when she was almost done packing up my bags. I said that I want to pay with card, which she understood instantly (major character development, first try autist understanding)...
I thought it is the time to finally ascend with her. So I awaited till she pulled out the pin tool, but to my horror she just hanged it in front of me, she extended her hand with the machine but she didnt hand it in to me, like she was disgusted to touch me. I thought it was over at that point, I tapped my card and it was accepted. I stood there defeated, it was giga over.
But then, something happened. Usually this cashiers never give me the bags, I have to get them off the counter myself, they never bother to hand them over to me (I see them do it constantly to other customers, I check every time there is a queue in front of me to see if they will do it and I'm the only one they don't do it to, GIGA OVER FOR NO cutecashiershandingyoubagsofyourproductscels), but anyway, she actually picked up the bags so I extended my hand and then it happened. I briefly touched her finger for like a milisecond when I was taking the bags off her.
This was the first female physical contact I had in over 7 years. That feeling was amazing, it still lingers in my mind, that brief touch, her hand was pretty cold but felt so tender, it was very amazing I almost coomed. I left the shop but then the brutality of it all occurred to me, how can I feel so good about something so small? It was a terrible feeling, but I am so destroyed by blackpill by now that I don't really care anymore and just brushed it off.
Anyway, looks like I made it boyos.
After this major W, I took the initiative and pulled out my credit card and signaled it to her when she was almost done packing up my bags. I said that I want to pay with card, which she understood instantly (major character development, first try autist understanding)...
I thought it is the time to finally ascend with her. So I awaited till she pulled out the pin tool, but to my horror she just hanged it in front of me, she extended her hand with the machine but she didnt hand it in to me, like she was disgusted to touch me. I thought it was over at that point, I tapped my card and it was accepted. I stood there defeated, it was giga over.
But then, something happened. Usually this cashiers never give me the bags, I have to get them off the counter myself, they never bother to hand them over to me (I see them do it constantly to other customers, I check every time there is a queue in front of me to see if they will do it and I'm the only one they don't do it to, GIGA OVER FOR NO cutecashiershandingyoubagsofyourproductscels), but anyway, she actually picked up the bags so I extended my hand and then it happened. I briefly touched her finger for like a milisecond when I was taking the bags off her.
This was the first female physical contact I had in over 7 years. That feeling was amazing, it still lingers in my mind, that brief touch, her hand was pretty cold but felt so tender, it was very amazing I almost coomed. I left the shop but then the brutality of it all occurred to me, how can I feel so good about something so small? It was a terrible feeling, but I am so destroyed by blackpill by now that I don't really care anymore and just brushed it off.
Anyway, looks like I made it boyos.
