Honestly, I don't know you, nor remember any posts of you. But, it's nice of you, I appreciate you
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I read ER manifesto, it's what's introduced me into the Incel terminology. I remember, in 2014, I was pretty interested in this evil individual, he fought the system for sure, but really reacted stupidly in the end. Since it's because of him that Inceldom became mainstream, it's also because of him that we are seen as extremely evil subhumans and potential killers. He really made a bad press about us.
I experienced that fact in a really cruel way, recently.
IMO, we shouldn't talk or refer to ER that much, since Incels are mostly deprived, underprivileged and oppressed people, most likely to kill themselves or live a life of suffering than to harm other people. We are not like him, nor we do intend to do such things like shooting randomly other people, even that many of you have these desires in their minds only, and exchange them on this site. I understand this, it's human.
I was an Incel since my early teenage years, I knew that something was wrong "with me", being rejected especially by girls, and ill-treated, I thought at that time, that I was a "specifical and not normal" individual, which only I got to experience and pass through it. ER, made me know what Incel means, I was no more "specifical", many people shared the same pain as me, and I identified to him at to a certain point. But, I'm far to glorify, martyrize or deify this individual.
I'm now over 30, and I realize that I have lost my life during my teenage years, by LDAR most of the time or pursue false ideals, who only existed in me. Life is getting harder and harder the more I age. I wish I was a 14-16 yo again, it was at least less painful in those times.
The more I experience this life, the more I get disgusted, hopeless and depressed.
