SuicideFuel I am turning 23 this summer... My life is just passing me by...

[Dispair]

Hi, i am new here.
Like it says in the title i will turn 23 in a few months and have missed out on formative, vital experiences.
I never had sex. Obviously.
I never had my first kiss.
I never even held hands with a girl. Pathetic.
Even though i lurked around here for a few weeks now it only really hit me today... I still feel like i am 15 or 16. Everyone around me is moving on normally, getting degrees and jobs, jumping from relationship to one-night-stand back into another relationship, travelling the world and sharing all these experiences with their circle of friends. Meanwhile i am currently failing university because of my declining mental health and rotting away alone...
And why? Because i am ugly.
There is just no way to cope with having lost all those years that are supposed to be the best and most carefree years of your life.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

only you can change your life man... / Try moneymaxxing to buy copes or quit uni and LDAR if possible ( not recommending you do this its just an option..) Suicide is always a option as well seriously unlike others joke about on this site.../ER

 

[caturday]

I still feel like i am 15 or 16. Everyone around me is moving on normally, getting degrees and jobs, jumping from relationship to one-night-stand back into another relationship, travelling the world and sharing all these experiences with their circle of friends.

I feel you. I'm 26 and missed out on those years, too.
I wish I died when I was 12. I'm thinking of ending it in a few years. It really doesn't get better when your face is a mess.