SuicideFuel I am traumatized to the core

[Blackpill Monk]

I have been bullied throughout my entire life. From an infant toddler to present , I am constantly bullied. From school to the present college, I am mocked, bullied. Normies and foids used me as jester, laughing stock, they constantly dehumanized, mocked and bullied me.

These continuous bullying, past bullying experience from the schools to the present, it gives an extreme PTSD, an extreme anxiety. Every moment I am haunted by the past bullying experience I faced in school, this really makes me traumatized. Traumatized to the core. Every moment I am terrified, I am traumatized, I am in constant fear. It really feels me think that if I even Human, cuz throughout my life my dignity is robbed. I am don't have any words, feelings to describe what kind of pain, suffering, harrasment I gone through. This realize me that I am an weak subhuman of no worth.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I am in constant fear.

Same

 

[ItsOverMan]

I have been bullied throughout my entire life. From an infant toddler to present , I am constantly bullied. From school to the present college, I am mocked, bullied. Normies and foids used me as jester, laughing stock, they constantly dehumanized, mocked and bullied me.

These continuous bullying, past bullying experience from the schools to the present, it gives an extreme PTSD, an extreme anxiety. Every moment I am haunted by the past bullying experience I faced in school, this really makes me traumatized. Traumatized to the core. Every moment I am terrified, I am traumatized, I am in constant fear. It really feels me think that if I even Human, cuz throughout my life my dignity is robbed. I am don't have any words, feelings to describe what kind of pain, suffering, harrasment I gone through. This realize me that I am an weak subhuman of no worth.

 

[aks74u]

Life’s a bitch. Wish we had more in life than what we have all been cursed with

 

[KrisTheArtist]

I’m gonna try to ascend through certain methods because what I have now isn’t worth much in terms of my appearance, and posts with people sharing their experiences like you are a reminder as to why I have to do what I have to do, fuck society man if I can cope with the bare minimum I can but I don’t even have that and I want to lookmaxxed to the extreme just out of spite for my nearby peers if I can have a chance to mog and humiliate them.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Same

Me too Brocel the world can be unfair

 

[Neurotic]

Same man, same. No amount of ascension could make me forget the bullying I endured growing up

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Me too Brocel the world can be unfair

It is unfair and brutal

 

[Zionist]

Same here, Ik u tell me to kill myself all the time, but I relate to you

 

[andrej]

I feel bad and I can relate. You can't do anything about it and just try to cope as much as you can. These thoughts will eat you alive and cause you to die at 50 from stress. I tried all sorts of copes and I can tell you what the best copes are if you need them

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

I have been bullied throughout my entire life. From an infant toddler to present , I am constantly bullied. From school to the present college, I am mocked, bullied. Normies and foids used me as jester, laughing stock, they constantly dehumanized, mocked and bullied me.

These continuous bullying, past bullying experience from the schools to the present, it gives an extreme PTSD, an extreme anxiety. Every moment I am haunted by the past bullying experience I faced in school, this really makes me traumatized. Traumatized to the core. Every moment I am terrified, I am traumatized, I am in constant fear. It really feels me think that if I even Human, cuz throughout my life my dignity is robbed. I am don't have any words, feelings to describe what kind of pain, suffering, harrasment I gone through. This realize me that I am an weak subhuman of no worth.

I can relate.

 

[all this time]

we all gonna fuckijg make it man we in this together

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

It is unfair and brutal

Yet this is how foids work

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Yeah I’m the same even made me develop a stutter. It’s crazy what physical abuse at home and extreme bullying everywhere else can do to an person

 

[Itsoverm8]

Become a misanthrope

 

[Risky2Risky]

Become a misanthrope

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Become a misanthrope

 

[D00M3D]

Same

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Become a misanthrope

You get turned into one as you get older
Involuntary misanthropy

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Become a misanthrope

Yes already become

 

[PerfectGoodBoy]

Become a misanthrope

 

[Poopless One]

Same af

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I'm sorry about what you had to go through, man. This existence is genuinely wretched for men like us; it’s hard to feel "human" when you’ve been treated like a prop or a punching bag for this many years.

Normies aren't the kind, empathetic people they claim to be; they are pack animals who instinctively target anyone they perceive as being at the bottom of the hierarchy.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

You get turned into one as you get older
Involuntary misanthropy

yep, does Hinduism tells you to love everyone like what christians have to do?

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

yep, does Hinduism tells you to love everyone like what christians have to do?

I'm catholic

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I'm catholic

Okay saar, you're not Indian but you know even if we do practice our religion of Christianity it's easier to dislike people them to love everybody due to what the bible says life kicks us in the ass that it's hard to love everyone when people don't like you themselves

 

[Blackpill Monk]

yep, does Hinduism tells you to love everyone like what christians have to do?

I am not Hindu

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I am not Hindu

Then what religion are you?

 

[RandomGuy]

Become a misanthrope

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Then what religion are you?

Non-religious theist

 

[sirlancelot]

I feel bad and I can relate. You can't do anything about it and just try to cope as much as you can. These thoughts will eat you alive and cause you to die at 50 from stress. I tried all sorts of copes and I can tell you what the best copes are if you need them

Please tell me some copes

 

[literallyretarded]

I have been bullied throughout my entire life. From an infant toddler to present , I am constantly bullied. From school to the present college, I am mocked, bullied. Normies and foids used me as jester, laughing stock, they constantly dehumanized, mocked and bullied me.

These continuous bullying, past bullying experience from the schools to the present, it gives an extreme PTSD, an extreme anxiety. Every moment I am haunted by the past bullying experience I faced in school, this really makes me traumatized. Traumatized to the core. Every moment I am terrified, I am traumatized, I am in constant fear. It really feels me think that if I even Human, cuz throughout my life my dignity is robbed. I am don't have any words, feelings to describe what kind of pain, suffering, harrasment I gone through. This realize me that I am an weak subhuman of no worth.

same brother exactly the same it will haunt me for the rest of my life i will never be the same thanks to those experiences i will forever remember their laughing fasces as they'd beat or rob me

 

[Rampagecel]

Become a misanthrope

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

yeah lifetime bullying does this to you... .

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Non-religious theist

Same I find it hard to keep up with my religion I'm not super religious especially feeling lonely and vulnerable in this shitty world

 

[Mohamedömar]

Yet this is how foids work
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Brutal

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Brutal

It's makes sense though thinking that if you were a Chad your SMV would be high, while some normies and us are left out

 

[Mohamedömar]

while some normies and us are left out

sadly

 

[andrej]

Please tell me some copes

drugs

 

[taoistcel]

Jfl

 

[AutismKing]

Brutal read. Fitting in is everything in life, bullying is the door for a never ending spiral of suffering and more exclusion and rejection

 

[AutismKing]

drugs

Don't they fuck you up though? Too high-inhibi to even try it

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Brutal read. Fitting in is everything in life, bullying is the door for a never ending spiral of suffering and more exclusion and rejection

Exactly. Bullying at every steps completely, life fells completely at endless suffering

 

[andrej]

Don't they fuck you up though? Too high-inhibi to even try it

some do some don't and it all depends on how easily addicted you can get