SuicideFuel I am tired of wallowing in misery

[packardD]

Sometimes this world just makes you wonder…

I am tired of witnessing people having a better life than me.

I know many here, including myself, cope with muh 66% of men are incels, which is not that hard to believe but the problem is it doesn’t freaking matter even if it is true. Why would others being losers make you feel better about you yourself being a loser.

I want to experience, once in my life, at least some positivity. Am I even entitled to one good thing in this gloom, bleak pointless life ?

Why am I supposed to spend my mother fucking life rotting on this forum ? Why ? I am a very unattractive, mentally ill outcast, yes. But i am also a coward. I am a fucking coward and I admit it.

I am extremely tired lately. I have been getting suicidal urges a lot lately. I am too much of a coward to kill myself, at least as of now, but one thing Is clear , either I spend the remainder of my existence witnessing others live or I kill myself.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Many of us are kept out of a world we desperately want to enter.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Many of us are kept out of a world we desperately want to enter.

Because they're fearing us.
If we gain access to romantic boost of morale - we could be one of the most powerful and dangerous people ever walking on the planet.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Same.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I want to experience, once in my life, at least some positivity. Am I even entitled to one good thing in this gloom, bleak pointless life ?

It's just unbelievable how unfair and skewed pleasure allocation is in this world; some people have it all, they live lives of pleasure, joy, and blissful ignorance—inundated with love and happiness—while we suffer, forced to face an endless stream of mounting problems.

 

[InMemoriam]

ive reached a point where the desire itself has completely flatlined

 

[Cuckoja]

Very relatable

 

[SteelCentaur]

ive reached a point where the desire itself has completely flatlined

Relatable.

 

[H8mychudlife]

It's just unbelievable how unfair and skewed pleasure allocation is in this world; some people have it all, they live lives of pleasure, joy, and blissful ignorance—inundated with love and happiness—while we suffer, forced to face an endless stream of mounting problems.

Yeah, I fucking hate this world's inequalities. There's nothing worse a feeling than watching others enjoy their lives while you're are condemned to rot for the rest of your live.

Fucking clown world

 

[Smiggles]

Many of us are kept out of a world we desperately want to enter.