
subhuman
Shuffle off this mortal coil
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I deliberately isolate myself from society to maintain my independence and assert my freedom from their norms and values. It's a form of rebellion against this shallow and inauthentic world. However, all this does is trap me in a cycle of self-destructive behavior and alienation. I'm unable to find any absolute values or guiding principles in life. My constant self-loathing, criticism of others, and pessimistic outlook on life prevents me from connecting with others. Furthermore, I've developed deep rooted feelings of inadequacy and self-hatred that has become a barrier to connecting with others, and I feel like I am unworthy of love and companionship. What's worse, somehow it seems like this only serves to reaffirm my existence and individuality. Ultimately I am unable to overcome my self destructive tendencies and exert my will to power. I am subhuman.
@Orzmund
@Orzmund
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