from the moment that i created my account here till now i was enraged at my situation and working with foids. but yesterday i started calculating how much i need to pay in surgeries initially just to fix the face and maybe down the line the LLS becomes safer and cheaper.
so i will make at the end of the year about 16000 usd which is alright where am at , if you aren't paying any rent (i live with my parents).
i need to save up first for an alarplasty to fix my asymmetric nostrils. which will cost me 3200 usd.
i need an Asymmetric Upper Blepharoplasty, which will cost 4500 usd
i need a FUE hair transplant flight and operation in turkey which will cost me 5000 - 5500 usd
i need a Masseter Reduction Surgery for my uneven jaw which will cost me 4000usd
i need a Sliding Genioplasty for me recessed narrow chin of doom and despair which will cost me 4800usd
these were all the surgeries i could think that can ascend me facially, when i was done researching and analysing my face. i was heartbroken like how the fuck am i supposed to afford this bullshit with my shit entry job, im already 22, i missed my teenage years and most likely will miss my twenties for being a disgusting sub human. not only the cost is eating at me but the recovery for some of these surgeries it might take months for recovery.
i need to moneymaxx but i feel deeply disheartened by reality. like i dont think any of this will make a huge difference, maybe i can slay and ascend but i will never feel love. because any woman i would be with, i would still despise. i will always be an incel at heart. so i guess am doing all of this to slay. its pretty sad and makes me question myself when am on the way to work.
even when i do all these surgeries i think my potential is like lhtn so even after all the recovery that can accumulate upto a year of my life and 22000usd which is more than my yearly salary even if i saved ALL my money. i will only be a lhtn if none of the surgeries get botched. and then my sub par height itself is like another years wage and half a year in recovery. looksmaxxing is so fucking gay.
so even when i go through with all of this and throw my life for the sake of bettering myself like what the dirty soulless foids say. i would be maybe 6ft and lhtn facially at 26 or 27. so not even chad which keeps me at the risk of being cheated and never being truly desired which is why i wanted to do all of this because i wanted to be loved like chad. but i will never be chad and no surgery can save me.
a part of me still wants to do it but to do it without the anesthesia, just so i can feel the blade cut my ugly disgusting face and feel every incision.
thats my rant.
written by foidslayer4ever
so i will make at the end of the year about 16000 usd which is alright where am at , if you aren't paying any rent (i live with my parents).
i need to save up first for an alarplasty to fix my asymmetric nostrils. which will cost me 3200 usd.
i need an Asymmetric Upper Blepharoplasty, which will cost 4500 usd
i need a FUE hair transplant flight and operation in turkey which will cost me 5000 - 5500 usd
i need a Masseter Reduction Surgery for my uneven jaw which will cost me 4000usd
i need a Sliding Genioplasty for me recessed narrow chin of doom and despair which will cost me 4800usd
these were all the surgeries i could think that can ascend me facially, when i was done researching and analysing my face. i was heartbroken like how the fuck am i supposed to afford this bullshit with my shit entry job, im already 22, i missed my teenage years and most likely will miss my twenties for being a disgusting sub human. not only the cost is eating at me but the recovery for some of these surgeries it might take months for recovery.
i need to moneymaxx but i feel deeply disheartened by reality. like i dont think any of this will make a huge difference, maybe i can slay and ascend but i will never feel love. because any woman i would be with, i would still despise. i will always be an incel at heart. so i guess am doing all of this to slay. its pretty sad and makes me question myself when am on the way to work.
even when i do all these surgeries i think my potential is like lhtn so even after all the recovery that can accumulate upto a year of my life and 22000usd which is more than my yearly salary even if i saved ALL my money. i will only be a lhtn if none of the surgeries get botched. and then my sub par height itself is like another years wage and half a year in recovery. looksmaxxing is so fucking gay.
so even when i go through with all of this and throw my life for the sake of bettering myself like what the dirty soulless foids say. i would be maybe 6ft and lhtn facially at 26 or 27. so not even chad which keeps me at the risk of being cheated and never being truly desired which is why i wanted to do all of this because i wanted to be loved like chad. but i will never be chad and no surgery can save me.
a part of me still wants to do it but to do it without the anesthesia, just so i can feel the blade cut my ugly disgusting face and feel every incision.
thats my rant.
written by foidslayer4ever
