I am definitely a "skinnyfatcel" if not a "fatcel" though I am not an obesecel. I would say I'm just chubby in the midsection, face, and neck but with skinny limbs. Kind of like a barrel with stick limbs... not the best body type.
Anyway I was an obesecel in my youth, and developed stretch marks on my body (any sort of skin problem = instant subhumanity) but I recently discovered new stretch marks on my stomach. I am so angry as I haven't even gained any weight this summer... I don't understand why this is happening to me. My stomach was one of the only places I didn't have any surprisingly.
There is a caveat to this: I was playing MTG Arena on my laptop placed on my stomach (with only a thin white tshirt between it and my bare skin) and the computer got hot... I was playing games for a while without noticing that I was getting burned because I was so focused. I can't tell if it is stretch marks or if it is a laptop burn.
At first I thought they were burns because everyday I would look in the mirror and it looked like they were getting lighter... but I looked just now and they are back to their original level of red without me letting my computer touch me again.
I hate myself. If these are permanent marks then I honestly want to die. I still have a small amount of hope that these are temporary laptop burns, but I really don't believe this is the case and honestly I want to die.
Anyway I was an obesecel in my youth, and developed stretch marks on my body (any sort of skin problem = instant subhumanity) but I recently discovered new stretch marks on my stomach. I am so angry as I haven't even gained any weight this summer... I don't understand why this is happening to me. My stomach was one of the only places I didn't have any surprisingly.
There is a caveat to this: I was playing MTG Arena on my laptop placed on my stomach (with only a thin white tshirt between it and my bare skin) and the computer got hot... I was playing games for a while without noticing that I was getting burned because I was so focused. I can't tell if it is stretch marks or if it is a laptop burn.
At first I thought they were burns because everyday I would look in the mirror and it looked like they were getting lighter... but I looked just now and they are back to their original level of red without me letting my computer touch me again.
I hate myself. If these are permanent marks then I honestly want to die. I still have a small amount of hope that these are temporary laptop burns, but I really don't believe this is the case and honestly I want to die.
