Venting I am so sick of this life

[packardD]

Every day is the same. Every single one.

I am genuinely unwell. Both physically and especially mentally. Nowadays I can only resort to imagining various scenarios in my head. I have no friends, I have no contact with relatives except for my parents, I have nothing, my life is extremely boring and I am just sleepy and tired all the time.

If any of you guys have experienced / are experiencing anything similar to this, how do you cope ? I feel like at this point drugs are the only option, unfortunately.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

ive been this exact way for several years. my only copes are playing games on my pc scrolling this and other forums and reading ebooks. never done drugs before tbh

 

[Brass]

Literally same shit with me. And i can't really do a thing right now tbf.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Yes I am like this. Out of desperation I've been trying to get any shitty fast food or bartender job just to go out and talk to people, but nobody wants to hire me.
So I just stay in my room all day and I focus on my copes. Some of them are good like drawing and programming, some are bad for me, like porn and wasting time here.

 

[Pancakecel]

Yeah, using kratom and phenibut every evening, is the only thing that motivates to get out of bed each day.

I really think substance abuse is the only way to keep yourself sane, especially if you're sub5.

I just have never ending bad thoughts and feelings, regarding being a genetic failure, and replaying bad memories from the past, where foids and normfags ostracized and made me feel less than, just for existing as me.

 

[soft]

how do you cope ?

drugs

 

[Lonelyus]

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