Mediterraneancel
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- Nov 12, 2021
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I am really depressed not only because I cannot have a girlfriend due to my ugliness and short stature, which I could live without at the end, but every my passion/coping mechanism created by mind in order not to think sex seems to be not reachable.
1. Money. It would be pretty to calculate your net worth after years of job and say "I am in the top 10, 1 percent of the global population". Unfortunatelly, my mental disorders and my location prevent me from earning in a decent way.
2. Eugenics. I would love to help in some ways the humankind to limit the biological defects that have made me suffer, i am talking liberal eugenics. But I feel that there are too technical and social obstacles and that eugenics of complex traits will remain unfeasible.
3. Travels. I don't have enough money.
4. Knowledge, especially "hardest" disciplines. I would love to know a tiny portion of the secrets of the Universe through astronomy, physics, etc. and also the origins of my sufference through biology and study of the human variability, but tragically my lack of math ability, as seen in high school, makes useless all the attempts to study these topics.
5. Safety & security. Ok, that's strange: sometimes I am suicidal, sometimes I want to prevent my death, but it is a coping mechanism, I presume. I cannot afford the safety measures I would love to have such as an earthquake resistant apartment. I cannot work in the filed neither since I don't have manual dexterity and would relegate to an inferior status (which in connection to my ugliness and asexual life would be a death sentence to my emotivity).
Are you entitled to cope?
1. Money. It would be pretty to calculate your net worth after years of job and say "I am in the top 10, 1 percent of the global population". Unfortunatelly, my mental disorders and my location prevent me from earning in a decent way.
2. Eugenics. I would love to help in some ways the humankind to limit the biological defects that have made me suffer, i am talking liberal eugenics. But I feel that there are too technical and social obstacles and that eugenics of complex traits will remain unfeasible.
3. Travels. I don't have enough money.
4. Knowledge, especially "hardest" disciplines. I would love to know a tiny portion of the secrets of the Universe through astronomy, physics, etc. and also the origins of my sufference through biology and study of the human variability, but tragically my lack of math ability, as seen in high school, makes useless all the attempts to study these topics.
5. Safety & security. Ok, that's strange: sometimes I am suicidal, sometimes I want to prevent my death, but it is a coping mechanism, I presume. I cannot afford the safety measures I would love to have such as an earthquake resistant apartment. I cannot work in the filed neither since I don't have manual dexterity and would relegate to an inferior status (which in connection to my ugliness and asexual life would be a death sentence to my emotivity).
Are you entitled to cope?