glowIntheDark
I who have never known foids
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- Joined
- May 11, 2023
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>>>> Firstly I had made two friends in college for the first time in life last year and I had some of the best memories with them- hiking, eating out etc.
:: But since a few months they have got cooler friends. They don't outright ignore me but I can clearly see them slowly phasing themselves out of my life. They hardly pick up my calls
>>>> I had taken a break from this site to prepare for my end of sem exams and I thought hey u know what I can atleast score decent grades
:: The result isn't out yet but U calculated my marks and even by the most generous estimates I am failing them
>>>> I had thought I would be selected for design school. Literally that was my only aim for this year
:: They haven't responded back to me yet I know my portfolio is so shitty I am not getting in
>>>> I have lost a lot of weight. My hair is falling out. My eyes look drunk from the lack of sleeping.
I have no future prospects. Nothing
It's like I am stuck in a close box and the levels of water is rising rising rising rising and as much as I try to keep up my mouth I would drown very soon
:: But since a few months they have got cooler friends. They don't outright ignore me but I can clearly see them slowly phasing themselves out of my life. They hardly pick up my calls
>>>> I had taken a break from this site to prepare for my end of sem exams and I thought hey u know what I can atleast score decent grades
:: The result isn't out yet but U calculated my marks and even by the most generous estimates I am failing them
>>>> I had thought I would be selected for design school. Literally that was my only aim for this year
:: They haven't responded back to me yet I know my portfolio is so shitty I am not getting in
>>>> I have lost a lot of weight. My hair is falling out. My eyes look drunk from the lack of sleeping.
I have no future prospects. Nothing
It's like I am stuck in a close box and the levels of water is rising rising rising rising and as much as I try to keep up my mouth I would drown very soon