I am in a deadlock. Need some gateway drug or sth. to get out.

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I recently realized I am in a deadlock. My energylevel, mental and physical impairments cripple all my efforts. I need some gateway drug or something to get out. It doesn't have to be good. Just non-harmful and easy to use / get until I get back on my feet. Everything helps.

- I can't take any ssri, alcohol or do sports at the moment due to physical health problems.
- No illegal drugs. I don't know people and fear toxic stuff, digital surveilance and cops.
- vulnerable to addiction
- Ideological outlook on life is bad
- bad sleep
- Brainfog
- I am losing my mind: PTSD symptoms, panic attacks, nervosity, increasiny anxiety.

 

[UndertakerCel]

Cope with the rope.

 

[Mickeyonacid]

Cope with the rope.

 

[mylifeistrash]

if there were any good fix all drugs to give you energy and motivation, everyone would be on them by now

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I am diagnosed with anxiety, depression, asperger and adhs and borderline. If that helps somehow.

 

[Ritalincel]

It is over.

 

[deadman123]

Try lemon juice

 

[Evildoer]

It is over.

It never began.

 

[FiveFourManlet]

Coffee

 

[janoycresva]

Start taking steroids

 

[DyingInside]

Cope with the rope.

Rope with the cope.

 

[UndertakerCel]

Rope with the cope.

This statement doesn’t even make any sense.

 

[Ritalincel]

This statement doesn’t even make any sense.

cope

 

[DyingInside]

This statement doesn’t even make any sense.

it wasn't meant to lmao

 

[Gentleman]

If you're in a legal state/country, you need to smoke some pot. It is one of the most enlightening experiences ever, and extreamly pleasurable. Just start out slow, and maybe with some other people. Weed is a wonder drug and can cure depression and anxiety for hours after and during use. It will also help you sleep. Try a Sativa if you want energy.

 

[UBERCEL]

Try lemon juice

Its over for orangecels

This statement doesn’t even make any sense.

Cope, there are no statements for the face

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I already drink tons of coffee. I will replace it with green tea. Maybe it's more consistent.

Can't smoke weed airways n eyes fucked up.

What about herbs or sth?
Kratom
Phenibut
Any experience?

 

[thePhantom]

Exercise beats pretty much any medication and is without the negative side effects. Go jogging/to the gym every day for a week and you will most likely feel a lot better with respect to the symptoms you mentioned. (It won't make you happy though, but it's a start.)

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I tried walking fast 4 hours a day. Didnt' help. The problem is I get exczema from everything else...

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Bump.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I recently realized I am in a deadlock. My energylevel, mental and physical impairments cripple all my efforts. I need some gateway drug or something to get out. It doesn't have to be good. Just non-harmful and easy to use / get until I get back on my feet. Everything helps.

- I can't take any ssri, alcohol or do sports at the moment due to physical health problems.
- No illegal drugs. I don't know people and fear toxic stuff, digital surveilance and cops.
- vulnerable to addiction
- Ideological outlook on life is bad
- bad sleep
- Brainfog
- I am losing my mind: PTSD symptoms, panic attacks, nervosity, increasiny anxiety.

Wow everything you described seriously seems like you purposely don´t want any drug. If you have brainfog, bad sleep, vulnerable to addiction and has panic attacks and anxiety in general then stimulants is a no go for you. And it is in fact stimulants you´re seeking if you need more energy.

The only thing I think can help you might be hard exercise or weight lifting. I am sure that will get rid of your brainfog it did for me after I got brainfog a year ago. I know you will say you don´t have the energy to workout but at first you will feel tired as hell but after a couple of weeks you will feel energized and probably be rid of your brainfog too.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Wow everything you described seriously seems like you purposely don´t want any drug. If you have brainfog, bad sleep, vulnerable to addiction and has panic attacks and anxiety in general then stimulants is a no go for you. And it is in fact stimulants you´re seeking if you need more energy.

Vulnerability to addiction is just an estimate, because of my novelty, social reassurance and coffee addiction. I don't know how accurate that is. Panic attacks are rare.

Why are stimulants bad for anxiety?

I work towards exercise.

 

[Not_Important]

Smoke cigars, get a sick nicotine buzz and look like a badass

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

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Smoke cigars, get a sick nicotine buzz and look like a badass

Sounds good unironically. I successfully short term lowered my anxiety with nicotinspray. But I am kinda a nonrepsonder. Packaging told said 1 to 2 sprays for a smoker. Had to take 6. It would be far to expensive and to toxic probably.

You know what I might just do it and smoke a cigar, lol.

 

[Not_Important]

You know what I might just do it and smoke a cigar, lol.

I've been thinking about trying one, not like I have anything to lose lmao

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Why are stimulants bad for anxiety?

Omg you are a total newb on this stuff so I´ll let this slide.
- Anxiety causes the heart to beat faster, and stimulates your body so by taken stimulants like cocaine or amphetamines even caffeine it will only amplify these attributes because they speed up your heart and makes your body stimulated. Anxiety is causes by nor-adrenaline which is just adrenaline and that is of course created naturally by your body.

So yeah if you struggle with anxiety don´t use stimulants that will only make it worse. And I have anxiety too although it isn´t that bad, but if I use stimulants I can get panic attacks or extreme anxiety. For example cocaine doesn´t work on me like it does on other people, they feel euphoric and have a insane confidence and might even feel like the king of the world. Where I just get extreme anxiety and no good properties of the drug ONLY anxiety.

 

[Berok]

if there were any good fix all drugs to give you energy and motivation, everyone would be on them by now

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

So yeah if you struggle with anxiety don´t use stimulants that will only make it worse.

Ah ok, thougt stimulant is a broader term and they could have different modes of operation.

 

[starystulejarz]

It is over.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I currently try ginger. Every two hours one cupe of green tea with a grated fresh spoon.
It seems to have a better stimulating effect than tea on its own. Could be placebo though.