For the past few years I feel like shit all the time. My eyes feel heavy and my head hurts . It doesn't matter where I am I always feel anxious and at uneasy, thinking something bad is about to happen. I mouthbreathe all the time and look like a fucking zombie. Being underweight doesn't help plus the shitty curry diet gives me no energy or muscles at all. Atp I am convinced that some evil entity is draining my energy so that it could feast upon it. There has to be some explanation for this meaningless suffering which we go through. Fuck man.
There are days where I feel energetic and feel like working towards improving my physique or doing something productive, but I end up rotting away on my computer as usual, with no real progress being made.My lack of energy and drive to do anything has basically fucked up any hope I had left in life. I now know that I won't be successful at anything and will probably die of a heart attack due to years of chronic loneliness.
There are days where I feel energetic and feel like working towards improving my physique or doing something productive, but I end up rotting away on my computer as usual, with no real progress being made.My lack of energy and drive to do anything has basically fucked up any hope I had left in life. I now know that I won't be successful at anything and will probably die of a heart attack due to years of chronic loneliness.
