Venting I am God's own clown

[Caesercel]

It's like the people writing the script for this world wanted a comic relief so they wrote me in. Except they are not laughing with me they are laughing at me.

Life is just a constant humiliation ritual. It hurts. It hurts everytime. They think it's all fun and laughs. That I'm mature and self aware enough to take it lightly and laugh with them. But it hurts

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

It feels like we're living to be laughed at and ridiculed by society. They act like we're just some kind of entertainment, like we're not supposed to have feelings.

 

[Caesercel]

It feels like we're living to be laughed at and ridiculed by society. They act like we're just some kind of entertainment, like we're not supposed to have feelings.

Even if they have empathy and it occurs to them that they are doing something wrong they convince themselves my believing we are in on it. Like it somehow happens with our consent

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Even if they have empathy and it occurs to them that they are doing something wrong they convince themselves my believing we are in on it. Like it somehow happens with our consent

Exactly, they act like we’re fine with it and we’re just a joke. But the reality is, the joke isn't funny when you are the punchline.

 

[DarkStar]

Yup, same here

I was once, in HS, called a "living meme" which really says it all.