I am a 20 year old man who is in uni for electrical engineering, i have no friends, im a subhuman manlet chud with horribe health, I literally only have my brain as the one functional part, I obviously get no foids, but the main thing that killed me today was i was rejected from a fast food job. I then today went to H and R and I used to daytrade and they calculated that i will owe 8 grand in taxes, i only have 10k left from the trading i used to do, and silver price dipped today and my dividend stocks tanked by 10%, im such a fucking chud. The worst part i genuinely cant do shit about it. I live in a dorm with a frat bro roomate and i always come to my dorm to some foids and guys having a party, i just pull back the curtain around my desk put on my headphones and try to sell chinese crap, and fake airpods to make some extra money. I genuinely see no hope of a better future, and spend my time reading wikipedia, and doing homework, knowing dam well engineering about to be the next CS degree when i graduate, the only reason i havent roped yet is bc my parents are rich, and when they die since im an only child ill likely just be able to NEET of their assets. Oh also, I ordered 200$ of parts for my capstone and I watched the UPS guy on my ring camera literally lob it onto my porch, shit is broken. I think of drinking but I get no pleasure from doing so and would feel like a bigger bum. Im just going to accept that im going to Jerry from rick and morty. I dont want to be a fucking loser but it looks like I have no choice. There are so many typos and bad grammar here but idgaf.
