Leonardo Part V
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I don't understand why I had to be born this way.
Many things I did in childhood would be different if I could decide now, but at that time, I couldn't! I was only a child.
I suffered a lot oF bullying in silence and did nothing to stop, I was rejected and humiliated by several girls, called ugly, and made fun of for years. But I couldn't understand their reasons, after all, even the adults mocked me. I didn't know I was supposed to stand up for myself.
I didn't ask for those things to happen, I didn't ask to be Incel. Still, society makes fun of me for being an introvert, not being able to hook up with girls, and sometimes being awkward in social interactions. People turn away from me for things that are not my fault.
I've tried everything I could, I've read books on how to improve my social skills, I've tried to talk to people, who after a while walked away from me. How the hell am I to blame? Why do people hate me for being Incel?
I never let any of this make me cynical, I've never hated women, I've never said racist things just to "get revenge", the only thing I wanted was to understand is why I had to be born this way? Why do I have to kill myself so young, having never experienced anything good in life while other guys live a completely different existence?
What did they do to deserve this more than me?
I don't think any woman owes me sex, I understand that no one should submit themselves to being with someone like me. However, I just wanted my pain to be acknowledged and not treated as a joke.
[UWSL]I don't even have money for therapy, I have absolutely no hope.[/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]And yet I have to hear out there that being incel is not a problem. Why? [/UWSL][/UWSL]
Many things I did in childhood would be different if I could decide now, but at that time, I couldn't! I was only a child.
I suffered a lot oF bullying in silence and did nothing to stop, I was rejected and humiliated by several girls, called ugly, and made fun of for years. But I couldn't understand their reasons, after all, even the adults mocked me. I didn't know I was supposed to stand up for myself.
I didn't ask for those things to happen, I didn't ask to be Incel. Still, society makes fun of me for being an introvert, not being able to hook up with girls, and sometimes being awkward in social interactions. People turn away from me for things that are not my fault.
I've tried everything I could, I've read books on how to improve my social skills, I've tried to talk to people, who after a while walked away from me. How the hell am I to blame? Why do people hate me for being Incel?
I never let any of this make me cynical, I've never hated women, I've never said racist things just to "get revenge", the only thing I wanted was to understand is why I had to be born this way? Why do I have to kill myself so young, having never experienced anything good in life while other guys live a completely different existence?
What did they do to deserve this more than me?
I don't think any woman owes me sex, I understand that no one should submit themselves to being with someone like me. However, I just wanted my pain to be acknowledged and not treated as a joke.
[UWSL]I don't even have money for therapy, I have absolutely no hope.[/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]And yet I have to hear out there that being incel is not a problem. Why? [/UWSL][/UWSL]