It’s 2am and nothing is happening. I’m naked in bed and sweaty from the heat, which my ceiling fan is doing a poor job at dispersing. All of a sudden I’m angry. I still struggle with the fact that not only would a foid never date me, but at this point I’m not even sure if I want to date one either. Their personalities are frustrating to be around and I’ve accepted that I will never be loved. I just want to have sex tbh. Not just escort sex, but sex that I feel like I “earned” so to speak. What the hell is wrong with me man
