VirginAutistManlet
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Every-time I go outside, it takes me about 3 days to recharge back to a peaceful state again. You would think getting out would make me less depressed and being around normies would some how make me temporarily happy and decrease my mental health issues, but it just intensifies my mental distress. Going outside and seeing people, even just to goto the doctor, or psychologist, or to some autismbux appointment, I see normies, and it reminds me how far gone I truly am compared to normies.
I cannot imagine if I was actually forced to be around normies all the time, I don't know how you guys with actual jobs that have to leave the house all the time do it.
It could possibly be that anytime I do leave the house, it is related to negativity in my life, there is nothing positive I leave the house for, its just appointments for health or mental health or autismbux related shit. Going to all of those things just makes me feel more and more disconnected from normality.
I cannot imagine if I was actually forced to be around normies all the time, I don't know how you guys with actual jobs that have to leave the house all the time do it.
It could possibly be that anytime I do leave the house, it is related to negativity in my life, there is nothing positive I leave the house for, its just appointments for health or mental health or autismbux related shit. Going to all of those things just makes me feel more and more disconnected from normality.
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