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To be honest: I am not willing to even try it with women of my generation. I am not on Dating apps anymore, I don't go to the gym anymore, I don't go to cities/universities/jobs/restaurants/etc. anymore.
I hate this world genuinely, particularly women. I don't seek for its approval. Even the fruits it could offer to me if I was among the genetically gifted don't interest me in the slightest.
In order to meet women (if I hypothetically had the necessary prerequisites like neurotypicality/looks) I would have to do so many things that I genuinely would dislike. Like going into cities or participating in activities like drinking/doing other drugs or doing sports at the gym (like lifting).
In order to maintain the relationship I would have to make concessions/restrictions, everyone knows that women have the entire power in relationships with subchads (if they enter them at all). So I could say goodbye to most of my passions (like listening to marching/medieval music for hours or exploring the forests) while being forced to participate in the retarded bullshit they do like watching Netflix/other chosen media, going to the gym, listening to some degenerate music at a concert/rave, partying or going into some overpriced roach-infested restaurant. And the permanent nagging. I spit on all that, I spit on the core values of this generation, may everything go up in flames.
I am furthermore emotionally at a level where I am emotionally not capable of having a relationship that is off a net benefit to me. I hate women fundamentally, I don't see them as partners, I see them as enemies. The years of rejection have made me bitter and extremely spiteful, seeing a woman humiliated/in pain is for me a greater pleasure than imagining to have a wholesome relationship with her. One of my only lasting sources of joy is nowadays seeing something detrimental happening to women (like a job loss/an accident/an illness/etc.), this is for me lifefuel. I also have no self-hatred, in fact I hate everyone else (other low-status/autistic males excluded). I am at a point where the only thing that has for me importance is my own will. I am not compatible with others based on interests/personality too, everything I do doesn't require anyone else. Nothing fruitful could come out a relationship, I only need women for the holes (and even that interest diminishes as the years pass).
I am therefore kind of a MSTOW - Man sent his own way, a kind of blackpilled MGTOW without delusions of being the one driving the decision/of having social influence with my actions. For me: I only value my copes and having paid sex with an attractive woman is for me (even if it was available to me) better than consensual/unpaid sex in a relationship, this is however only an individual choice with no importance for anyone but myself.
I hate this world genuinely, particularly women. I don't seek for its approval. Even the fruits it could offer to me if I was among the genetically gifted don't interest me in the slightest.
In order to meet women (if I hypothetically had the necessary prerequisites like neurotypicality/looks) I would have to do so many things that I genuinely would dislike. Like going into cities or participating in activities like drinking/doing other drugs or doing sports at the gym (like lifting).
In order to maintain the relationship I would have to make concessions/restrictions, everyone knows that women have the entire power in relationships with subchads (if they enter them at all). So I could say goodbye to most of my passions (like listening to marching/medieval music for hours or exploring the forests) while being forced to participate in the retarded bullshit they do like watching Netflix/other chosen media, going to the gym, listening to some degenerate music at a concert/rave, partying or going into some overpriced roach-infested restaurant. And the permanent nagging. I spit on all that, I spit on the core values of this generation, may everything go up in flames.
I am furthermore emotionally at a level where I am emotionally not capable of having a relationship that is off a net benefit to me. I hate women fundamentally, I don't see them as partners, I see them as enemies. The years of rejection have made me bitter and extremely spiteful, seeing a woman humiliated/in pain is for me a greater pleasure than imagining to have a wholesome relationship with her. One of my only lasting sources of joy is nowadays seeing something detrimental happening to women (like a job loss/an accident/an illness/etc.), this is for me lifefuel. I also have no self-hatred, in fact I hate everyone else (other low-status/autistic males excluded). I am at a point where the only thing that has for me importance is my own will. I am not compatible with others based on interests/personality too, everything I do doesn't require anyone else. Nothing fruitful could come out a relationship, I only need women for the holes (and even that interest diminishes as the years pass).
I am therefore kind of a MSTOW - Man sent his own way, a kind of blackpilled MGTOW without delusions of being the one driving the decision/of having social influence with my actions. For me: I only value my copes and having paid sex with an attractive woman is for me (even if it was available to me) better than consensual/unpaid sex in a relationship, this is however only an individual choice with no importance for anyone but myself.
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