Blackpill I actually wish looks were genetic

[RBPilled]

I wish it was completely genetic so I wouldn't be reminded of the shitty life I've had, the fact that I've been raised the worst, etc.

If your parents just don't know about the blackpill and in those traditional times everyone reproduced + giving me life, I don't mind those. I'm not grateful cause I've had a shit life anyway, but I don't mind that. I wouldn't be who I am without being born at all.

But at the same time I could've just known and acted instead of being stuck in this miserable existence. I could've turned everything I know into anger but all that's left is sadness because the realization that I'm powerless is being proven right more and more.

I could've at least been an ltn instead of a sub 4, I could've epsteinmaxxed, worked my way up through the social ladder and built an island etc. but now, not only am I sexually deprived I curse everyone in my life for what they've done to me

I will very likely have a previous life and I will have to be completely reborn again for me to fix the anger I've built up cause I don't see it going away. It's a parasite.

It's one thing to be born poor. It's another to be robbed rich with criminal records and every single job rejecting you. Everything was taken from me.

 

[Autist]

Knowing that with a little help you could have been much more handsome is very painful.

So many summers locked up at home from a very young age without seeing the sunlight meant that my vitamin D levels were very low and my bones developed poorly.

 

[RBPilled]

Knowing that with a little help you could have been much more handsome is very painful.

So many summers locked up at home from a very young age without seeing the sunlight meant that my vitamin D levels were very low and my bones developed poorly.

That is exactly the kind of thing I'm talking about

and don't get me wrong if something wasn't in your parents control etc. it's not their fault. Okay. Just like their genes.

But the things that are, many of them they determine the rest of your life.



If I was a HTN I would've been a millionaire by now.
"No you wouldn't"

Trust me, I know I would. I know what I was robbed of I know what had happened with me.

 

[USUVA]

Knowing that with a little help you could have been much more handsome is very painful.

So many summers locked up at home from a very young age without seeing the sunlight meant that my vitamin D levels were very low and my bones developed poorly.

Getting sun (Vitamin D) and eating meat is much more important for their child's development than people realize my mother has been vegetarian since I was conceived OVERRRRRRR

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

I wish it was completely genetic so I wouldn't be reminded of the shitty life I've had, the fact that I've been raised the worst, etc.

If your parents just don't know about the blackpill and in those traditional times everyone reproduced + giving me life, I don't mind those. I'm not grateful cause I've had a shit life anyway, but I don't mind that. I wouldn't be who I am without being born at all.

But at the same time I could've just known and acted instead of being stuck in this miserable existence. I could've turned everything I know into anger but all that's left is sadness because the realization that I'm powerless is being proven right more and more.

I could've at least been an ltn instead of a sub 4, I could've epsteinmaxxed, worked my way up through the social ladder and built an island etc. but now, not only am I sexually deprived I curse everyone in my life for what they've done to me

I will very likely have a previous life and I will have to be completely reborn again for me to fix the anger I've built up cause I don't see it going away. It's a parasite.

It's one thing to be born poor. It's another to be robbed rich with criminal records and every single job rejecting you. Everything was taken from me.

upbringing is not in yo control tho