Today I had to go to a childhood “friend’s” birthday party. I am putting friends in quotes as a shortcut in saying that we are a peg above acquaintances but not quite at the level of friendship, as our parents are friends and we were exposed through their friendship. Over the years of knowing this family and their daughter, there were many happy memories I have shared with them. However, I noticed over the years that she had grown distant from me.
At her party which she hosted at her parents’ house, she would stand at the door greeting everyone. When she greeted me, I thought it was nice and I sat down assuming she would sit next to me with other childhood friends as we normally did as children. However, I was shocked to see that a school friend that I have never seen before entered her party. Many of the parents were shocked because we are from a conservative upbringing and it is very odd to see a new face in the mix, let alone that of a male. However, I do not think she was interested in this guy for a few reasons, 1. He was not a chad, I’d rate him about a six. 2. He entered with a girl who I assumed to be his girlfriend (ugly).
Anyways, more people poured in through the door and I realized they all gathered at a separate table away from me. I was feeling anxious as fuck because I was hoping my friend would introduce me to the new people, as she was hosting the party. However, she didn’t. I was sitting fucking alone at a table. BY MY FUCKING SELF. Everyone walked past me, and no one even fucking offered to invite me to sit with them. I was treated like a fucking animal. I was fucking treated worse than a fucking animal. I was fucking humiliated. I felt so much fucking rage and anger. I took my keys and immediately left the party.
NO ONE GAVE A FUCKING SHIT. Even my parents made excuses for me saying “I had to help my little brother with something at home.” Any dignity I had left is fucking gone.
This really makes me wonder, how heartless and cruel this fucking bitch was. She knew I suffered in social situations, she knows I look like shit. She knew everything. WHERE THE FUCK IS A COMPASSION. IM A FUCKING MONSTER AND I WOULD STILL TREAT PEOPLE DECENTLY.
PROVE TO ME FOIDS ARE NOT DEMONS IN DISGUISE.
At her party which she hosted at her parents’ house, she would stand at the door greeting everyone. When she greeted me, I thought it was nice and I sat down assuming she would sit next to me with other childhood friends as we normally did as children. However, I was shocked to see that a school friend that I have never seen before entered her party. Many of the parents were shocked because we are from a conservative upbringing and it is very odd to see a new face in the mix, let alone that of a male. However, I do not think she was interested in this guy for a few reasons, 1. He was not a chad, I’d rate him about a six. 2. He entered with a girl who I assumed to be his girlfriend (ugly).
Anyways, more people poured in through the door and I realized they all gathered at a separate table away from me. I was feeling anxious as fuck because I was hoping my friend would introduce me to the new people, as she was hosting the party. However, she didn’t. I was sitting fucking alone at a table. BY MY FUCKING SELF. Everyone walked past me, and no one even fucking offered to invite me to sit with them. I was treated like a fucking animal. I was fucking treated worse than a fucking animal. I was fucking humiliated. I felt so much fucking rage and anger. I took my keys and immediately left the party.
NO ONE GAVE A FUCKING SHIT. Even my parents made excuses for me saying “I had to help my little brother with something at home.” Any dignity I had left is fucking gone.
This really makes me wonder, how heartless and cruel this fucking bitch was. She knew I suffered in social situations, she knows I look like shit. She knew everything. WHERE THE FUCK IS A COMPASSION. IM A FUCKING MONSTER AND I WOULD STILL TREAT PEOPLE DECENTLY.
PROVE TO ME FOIDS ARE NOT DEMONS IN DISGUISE.
