None of this is new to anyone or anything you haven't seen or heard before, but sometimes i just think to myself about how terrible life is.
Im not even talking about only finding a life partner, but just humanity in general. Killing, stealing, and hating each other for no reason. Generalizing each other, sticking to primitive traits like tribalism in order to gain meaning and purpose through a brotherhood based on physical traits like skin color or hair type rather than common interests and beliefs.
Brutalizing, torturing, and exploiting each other just to get ahead. A lot of the reason for inceldom is just for the fact that humans are a terrible species that prides themselves on intelligence but at their core, are just another animal on earth.
It sucks to live in a world where we're able to solve world hunger. To build homes for people, cure diseases that tear millions of families apart every single day. But we don't, just to line the pockets of another human who wants to amass a large sum of money he won't be able to spend in his lifetime.
You don't have any control over your own lives, forced to spend half of your lives behind a desk or a computer to fund a persons life.
We live in a world where the most important people to humanity, scientist, programmers, engineers, are payed less than a person who sings or stars in a movie. A world where the kindest and most morally sound people are a minority because they learn early on that kindness gets them nowhere.
Existence is cruel and scary to me because i know there's nowhere else to go. I cannot escape earth or this reality. I have to keep existing until the day i cease to exist.And even that is a scary thought. I have no assurance of what exists after death, and the only two options are either my consciousness ceasing to exist, or another reality i know nothing about.
Sometimes i wonder if i was born like other animals if it would be better to not have such self awareness. Its only a burden. The only fear lesser animals know is going hungry and surviving.
Im not even talking about only finding a life partner, but just humanity in general. Killing, stealing, and hating each other for no reason. Generalizing each other, sticking to primitive traits like tribalism in order to gain meaning and purpose through a brotherhood based on physical traits like skin color or hair type rather than common interests and beliefs.
Brutalizing, torturing, and exploiting each other just to get ahead. A lot of the reason for inceldom is just for the fact that humans are a terrible species that prides themselves on intelligence but at their core, are just another animal on earth.
It sucks to live in a world where we're able to solve world hunger. To build homes for people, cure diseases that tear millions of families apart every single day. But we don't, just to line the pockets of another human who wants to amass a large sum of money he won't be able to spend in his lifetime.
You don't have any control over your own lives, forced to spend half of your lives behind a desk or a computer to fund a persons life.
We live in a world where the most important people to humanity, scientist, programmers, engineers, are payed less than a person who sings or stars in a movie. A world where the kindest and most morally sound people are a minority because they learn early on that kindness gets them nowhere.
Existence is cruel and scary to me because i know there's nowhere else to go. I cannot escape earth or this reality. I have to keep existing until the day i cease to exist.And even that is a scary thought. I have no assurance of what exists after death, and the only two options are either my consciousness ceasing to exist, or another reality i know nothing about.
Sometimes i wonder if i was born like other animals if it would be better to not have such self awareness. Its only a burden. The only fear lesser animals know is going hungry and surviving.
