Venting Human existence disgusts me

[Deleted member 8353]

Everything about it is repugnant, the futile competition, the consumption, the desire to dominate, the need to procreate so all of it can continue, it's all disgusting. Yet our bodies literally torture us into participating in it all, death is the only means of protest. This is why I like to indulge in escapism, as when I'm not doing so, everyone around me, everything I see, it just fills me with an incredible rage. I wish I could destroy it all, however the only thing I end up harming is myself, like the pitiful little cuck that I am.

I think what bothers me most of all though is the dishonesty, self deception, and the cognitive dissonance. In nature the lives of animals are just as pointless and brutal, however animals lack the capacity to disguise their actions, to turn them into subtler version of themselves, or to distance themselves. Humans on the other hand like to tell themselves ridiculous little stories about the meaning or necessity of their predicament. Most sublimate their very language, "love", "deserve", "justice", it all makes a beautiful veil for the truth of things. People tell themselves how worthwhile it all is, how their actions somehow matter. Most hilarious of all is the fact that most people think of themselves as good, they somehow believe that they can be moral despite being complicit in all of this suffering and death.

It was strange how, as I grew up, the truth of my existence slowly began to reveal itself to me. For the most part it was the discovery that I was created in a nightmare, that someone thought it was a good idea to put me here. The irony of it all is that none of this would've occurred to me, or at least I wouldn't have accepted these realizations if people allowed me to play their little game, if it wasn't made clear to me that I'd lost before I'd really even started. Why question the game if you believe yourself to be winning it? I'm no better than normies really, perhaps just a bit more honest with myself.

 

[Rassimov]

I used to believe the world was a deep and wast place to be explored, with each year I feel it's shrinking, predictable patterns everywhere.

 

[ihaveno1]

couldn't agree more

 

[Jazavac]

“The more I learn about people, the more I like my dog.”

 

[78980n]

You took the words right out of my mouth.

 

[LastGerman]

I wish I could destroy it all, however the only thing I end up harming is myself, like the pitiful little cuck that I am.

I have the exact same mindset about that. I really want to destroy it, yet i nreality, i wil ldestroy mself most likely. This is the only thing I can do now. To at least restore some of my honour.
Also @turbocuckcel_7000

 

[rightfulcel]

Humanity is disgusting and only brings infinite pain. We will never be perfect beings only animals.

 

[Deleted member 21504]

The rope is the off-button. Anything else is kicking your computer, hoping to land a good shot to the CPU.

 

[The Incel Decade]

It's all a big nothing, especially for incels. Women and chads get all the sex, so what are we even here for?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

The rope is the off-button. Anything else is kicking your computer, hoping to land a good shot to the CPU.

I long for all this shit to end tbh. While I still don't have it in me to kill myself, I can feel myself getting there.

 

[Deleted member 21504]

I long for all this shit to end tbh. While I still don't have it in me to kill myself, I can feel myself getting there.

Oh pls don't keel yourself, life can B hard sumtime but good later. I never wuz happi until mah husband got me deez keeds

 

[starystulejarz]

We are nothing but primitive beasts who try really hard to hide it from naked eye.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Nature(and everything related, including human behaviour) is disgusting tbh, we should replace everything with robots.

 

[TINMAN]

Humanity is disgusting and only brings infinite pain. We will never be perfect beings only animals.

 

[starystulejarz]

“The more I learn about people, the more I like my dog.”

cope dog would become the same as us if you'd wait few million years

Nature(and everything related, including human behaviour) is disgusting tbh, we should replace everything with robots.

just nuke this world and whole galaxy so not single biological organism could do same mistakes as we did

 

[Deleted member 8353]

just nuke this world and whole galaxy so not single biological organism could do same mistakes as we did

Tbh

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

Look at this inferior lifeform devoid from any higher cognitive function trying to save his friend from death....tehehehee how amusing *giggles*
How silly, this inferior lifeform doesn't seem to understand that its purpose in life is to be devourer by the apex predator, namely me, the mighty human.

#Proud-Flesh-Eater-2019

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

I have the exact same mindset about that. I really want to destroy it, yet i nreality, i wil ldestroy mself most likely. This is the only thing I can do now. To at least restore some of my honour.
Also @turbocuckcel_7000

This hasn't been "civilization" for a long time, it's just been normies trying to shit all over everyone else, and all over their responsabilities. (female = don't be a slut, male = don't be a piece of shit)

In nature the lives of animals are just as pointless and brutal, however animals lack the capacity to disguise their actions

Bad news, it already started in the animal kingdom https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alarm_signal#False_alarm_calls

It was strange how, as I grew up, the truth of my existence slowly began to reveal itself to me. For the most part it was the discovery that I was created in a nightmare, that someone thought it was a good idea to put me here. The irony of it all is that none of this would've occurred to me, or at least I wouldn't have accepted these realizations if people allowed me to play their little game, if it wasn't made clear to me that I'd lost before I'd really even started. Why question the game if you believe yourself to be winning it? I'm no better than normies really, perhaps just a bit more honest with myself.

I believe that children can figure out their relative social status from a very early age, and it alters their behavior. (apathy, or hyper-performance)
People are really determined to lie to them and force feed them pills though.

 

[iHateLife]

Everything about it is repugnant, the futile competition, the consumption, the desire to dominate, the need to procreate so all of it can continue, it's all disgusting. Yet our bodies literally torture us into participating in it all, death is the only means of protest. This is why I like to indulge in escapism, as when I'm not doing so, everyone around me, everything I see, it just fills me with an incredible rage. I wish I could destroy it all, however the only thing I end up harming is myself, like the pitiful little cuck that I am.

I think what bothers me most of all though is the dishonesty, self deception, and the cognitive dissonance. In nature the lives of animals are just as pointless and brutal, however animals lack the capacity to disguise their actions, to turn them into subtler version of themselves, or to distance themselves. Humans on the other hand like to tell themselves ridiculous little stories about the meaning or necessity of their predicament. Most sublimate their very language, "love", "deserve", "justice", it all makes a beautiful veil for the truth of things. People tell themselves how worthwhile it all is, how their actions somehow matter. Most hilarious of all is the fact that most people think of themselves as good, they somehow believe that they can be moral despite being complicit in all of this suffering and death.

It was strange how, as I grew up, the truth of my existence slowly began to reveal itself to me. For the most part it was the discovery that I was created in a nightmare, that someone thought it was a good idea to put me here. The irony of it all is that none of this would've occurred to me, or at least I wouldn't have accepted these realizations if people allowed me to play their little game, if it wasn't made clear to me that I'd lost before I'd really even started. Why question the game if you believe yourself to be winning it? I'm no better than normies really, perhaps just a bit more honest with myself.

Hello fellow misanthropic gentle Femdomcel.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Bad news, it already started in the animal kingdom https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alarm_signal#False_alarm_calls

Not exactly the same, but you're right, it is similar behavior. Maybe what I actually meant is that only humans can disguise their actions in such a way as to specifically deceive themselves, it's very peculiar.

Hello fellow misanthropic gentle Femdomcel.

Spoiler: tbh

It's over

 

[Jazavac]

cope dog would become the same as us if you'd wait few million years

Yeah, but they can't, that's the point. Humans like dogs because dogs are something like a slave species to humans and, like all animals, we like having dominance over other animals. So when Twain (or whoever) said that, he, after realizing how life is a competition for dominance, started appreciating his dog more because that is a creature who is easier to control than humans.

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

It's ironic because your very mindset creates the pain and suffering that you are complaining about, not just to yourself, but to others. If you internalize your hatred of humanity it eventually leaks out into the real world whether you realize it or not.

To me it's not the human species itself that's evil, it's the moral faggotry that's been imposed upon us by (((psychopaths))) who have lost their humanity, they have lost their empathy... just as you are.

Don't give up on us, at our core we are all good people.

 

[JohnDcel]

I agree with you. Slowly noticing over the years how humanity works contributed to pull me away even more from people.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

To me it's not the human species itself that's evil, it's the moral faggotry that's been imposed upon us by (((psychopaths))) who have lost their humanity, they have lost their empathy... just as you are.

Despite some of my choice of language especially at the end of my rant, I don't think humans are actually evil, primarily because I don't see any evidence of free will, meaning that we lack the capacity to even be evil. Now if people actually were moral agents, then yes, we'd all be irredeemably wicked. Furthermore, I have empathy, if I didn't I wouldn't have come to care about most of this shit, and I'd only care about revenge exclusively. It is actually possible to hate someone and understand their pain both at the same time.

The thing is, I could easily point out how the actions of a predator in the wild, devouring another animal alive, that such a thing is cruel. However we wouldn't go on to say that the predator is therefore evil, because it's only acting in accordance with it's own nature. It literally can't do otherwise. I don't think there is any divide between humans and any other predator you could name, our behavior might be more complex, but it's not intrinsically different. We really have no more control than any other animal, as much as our personal experience tries to convince us otherwise.

Just because I can identify an action as wrong, this doesn't necessarily mean there is a culprit who can bear moral responsibly for that wrong. Rather, I'd say it's existence itself which is to be condemned. Be it an accident of the universe or the willful creation of a demiurge, it's the processes of biological life which are the real problem, not those enslaved to them.

 

[FlamingCel]

couldn't agree more

 

[Tallcel]

I used to believe the world was a deep and wast place to be explored, with each year I feel it's shrinking, predictable patterns everywhere.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

this is why you need Buddha max

 

[BlkPillPres]

I wish I could destroy it all, however the only thing I end up harming is myself

If you don't get caught up in the scale of your revenge in some sense, then your scope wasn't wide enough to be considered "destroying it all" anyways, I think that kind of "end" comes with the territory, better to go down in a blaze of glory in my book, my goal for a while now (one true goal aside from leisure and pleasure) is to destroy everything, if I ever discover some method, and I have a chance, I'll jump at it, because I have nothing to life for anyways, the only thing that truly keeps me going, is the concept of a grand scale revenge, if I thought for a moment I couldn't make something like that happen, I'd have killed myself years ago

 

[suigin]

A man lives three lives. The first one ends with the loss of naivete. The second with the loss of innocence. The third with the loss of live itself.

A Chad or Kyle may not reach the second life until his 30s. and the third not until his 50s after a rocky divorce or loss of employment as he realizes he's really just another disposable man. Or perhaps not at all until it is too late and death is at his door and he'd sell his soul to the devil if he could to have his youthful vigor back followed by an endless supply of booze and drugs and prostitutes.

But an incel is forced to the third life quickly: no later than the early to mid 20s. And then he is constantly living on edge of existence, with death always on his mind for the remainder of his days as he proceeds to LDAR. It's no wonder that a few snap and go ER.

 

[Bakura806]

Based af, yeah I personally fucking hate most people I come in contact with for various reasons, I could care less if humanity was wiped out tbh.

 

[lifeisbullshit95]

It's all a big nothing, especially for incels. Women and chads get all the sex, so what are we even here for?

ER

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Even chads and tyrones can come to this logical conclusion, they just live a more bearable and copeworthy existence.

Everyone who commented so far was a truecel I just noticed atm.