
ShadowSunshine88
I wish you were here
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- Nov 19, 2022
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I’ve recently found myself in a loophole of the worst things you can think of. Brutal torture to cannibalism on videotape, and it made me think to myself would I prefer getting eaten alive or living my whole life as a sub5? I actually have a hard time answering. 
Either way it’s a physical and psychological pain. One for a brief moment of your life, and the other lasts forever. Now the thought of getting brutally tortured always haunted me. While in my peaceful room I could get kidnapped and get the worst kind of slow torture possible, it would be eccentric of me to think being ugly is a worse condition than actual torture. (It is we are doomed to suffer as incels)
Anyways, how would you guys act if you were per example slowly burned to ashes? Would you collapse mentally? I also thought of making a dispositive to kill me instantly by pressing a button so if I get kidnapped I can kill myself instantly to feel no pain, that’s the only thing I’ve found that would help.
Either way it’s a physical and psychological pain. One for a brief moment of your life, and the other lasts forever. Now the thought of getting brutally tortured always haunted me. While in my peaceful room I could get kidnapped and get the worst kind of slow torture possible, it would be eccentric of me to think being ugly is a worse condition than actual torture. (It is we are doomed to suffer as incels)
Anyways, how would you guys act if you were per example slowly burned to ashes? Would you collapse mentally? I also thought of making a dispositive to kill me instantly by pressing a button so if I get kidnapped I can kill myself instantly to feel no pain, that’s the only thing I’ve found that would help.