When I went to the primary school in the lower classes, it was nightmare fuel being me. Always tired, always aching body, vomiting whenever just a molecule of fish touched my nostrils. People laughing at me constantly, without me even provoking them. I was a cornered rat, and I lashed out violently against them.
4-6 was more targeted conflicts. I discovered girls in a new manner, found out that they liked those other guys better, the social guys. So instead of trying to become popular, I became a sort of mixture between Herr Flick and Darth Vader personality-wise, walked extremely stiffly on purpose and spoke like a robot.
In 7-9 I actually tried mobilising all the proto-incels in my school, making a sort of pyramid scheme/fight club/proto-fascist movement with the goal of taking over the school and punishing the chads
, with the belief that if we got all the power we would get all the pussy (while we outwardly manifested a sort of puritanical outlook). I basically gathered every acne-face, every stutterer, every aspie, every introvert guy, and then I mass recruited middle graders and gave them sharpened sticks and taught them to fight in formation. We actually did a short takeover of the school and pushed down a lot of baryton-voiced chads into ditches until they paid with gold to be left alone. Then the principal stepped in and put an end to the experiment :'(
In high school I had moved town. Decided to more conceal myself as an ordinary geek.