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Blackpill How was it when you discovered the Blackpill?

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How did you feel about it? Did you handle it emotionally well at first?

Like, there's nothing that really compares to such newborn realization once all the pieces start to slowly fit in the puzzle and everything starts to make sense, as if your whole life was just a lie while being so easy to tell from the start yet you didn't notice at all, followed by intense anger and disbelief towards anything else. At least that's how I felt at first.
 
I found PUAhate back in like 2011 but I was redpilled even back before that. I just knew it was because I was ugly.

The main thing that devastated me was how shallow and superficial women are. Redpill destroyed me more than the blackpill. I realized that true love does not exist.
 
Slow progress from getting redpilled To Black pill. You learn New aspects of it constantly. I mean I have yet To see IRL women fawning for 6'5 gigachads because they are so rare. Just reading about is knowing stuff on theoretically level.

But I'd say around 2016 when I saw my side profile picture in orthodontists office is when I stopped trying before bimax. I never saw my side view from an outside view like that. Instantly clicked why women were never polite To me. Eye opening moment.
 
Honestly, out of the 23 years of my life, and after about 12 rejections throughout the course of my life, before Covid about a year ago only one girl actually went out of her way to manifest interest to me. I got emotional but how amazing I thought she was, and she cut all contact with me.
 
I have been blackpilled for most of my life. I saw cute boys get laid at 14 and saw how in a class of 14 females all of them only liked 3/14 guys. I felt ugly very early on and thought that getting a girlfriend will be hard for me. Then as life went on I gradually became more and more blackpilled until I could no longer find any hope.

I only got into inceldom when I was already a blackpilled guy for 6-8 years of my life.
 
I never discovered it. I had a bad feeling about reality just by being honest with myself. Then some day I realized some ppl did put a word on that feeling, and that was the blackpill.
 
It wasn't coined blackpill back then but reality hit me in the face at kindergarten age and since then it's been a consistent amount of tragic negative experiences from 1998 onwards.
 
I got blackpilled when a chick used me to get with a more attractive dude. Luckily she failed, but I simped hard cause she was my first love. Now I hope she ropes for the way she treated me, and feels the pain she made me feel for so long and destroying my self-esteem.
 
I just knew it was over when I went bald. I didn't need any experiences to confirm it.
 
When the blackpill hits
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I found the blackpill by watching Faceandlms Waw-Video. The most brutal videos. I felt so defeated.It shocked me. I wanted to cry but i just laughed a bit because of how it all made sense. How i wasted so much time in trying to get a woman because i thought i had to do some bluepilled shit when it was just looks.
 
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that was like 13 years ago lmao. Always been a pessimist so no surprises
 

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