Thanks man, really thanks, I wish you the best as well. I'm in my early 20s and nearing the end of college. What awaits us outside of it, for guys like me specially, seems grim. But there are some opportunities. I would be content honestly if I could reach a point financially where I'm can be semi comfortable. The job market where I live is harsh currently, and I'll most likely move to another country.
My cousin smokes Marijuana and says that it helps calm him, though I've feared doing drugs because of the side effects. Plus he has the discipline to do it in moderation, I'm afraid I might get really addicted.
It's crazy though that guys like us get way more support and understanding from other fellow incels who we've never met than anything we get in real life.
I really hope we all find peace.
First of all congratulations for actually finishing college! Despite suffering from inceldom. When I was in university, all I could think about is how other guys had sex with the girls in class while I spent my days alone. It takes balls to be able to go through this and actually finish your study. So very well done to you brother.
Marijuana is what I was smoking during college. I would smoke 5g of very strong Dutch marijuana (I went to university in NL).
You are very correct in assuming you will get addicted. As an incel, you won't use drugs for the pleasure of using drugs, you will use drugs to escape the cruel reality of inceldom, so by definition you will end up a drug addict. Doesn't matter if it is marijuana or meth or fentanyl even. The question is whether you are willing to pay the price.
Now whether you can live a comfortable life, a college degree certainly helps man. Idk what you study and where you live, but as someone who never got his uni degree and spent his life slaving as a fast food worker of warehouse worker, I guarantee you a college degree increases your chances for a comfortable life.
The reason we understand each other even though we never met is because us incels go through the same shit, and we actually have the balls to face the reality. We don't gaslight ourselves like most normies do.
And we won't ever find peace, sorry to be the one to break it to you. As Tommy Shelby (peaky blinders) said "there is no rest in this life" (let alone for us incels). Idk if it manletism you suffer from or facial subhumanity, the result is the same. You won't ever be desired by a woman, at best you can be a betabuxx who at least gets to reproduce (if thats what you want), that's as much as we can hope for.
But shekelmaxxing, having money to do what you enjoy, whether that is narcotics, bungee jumping or traveling the world, certainly improves your life quality. Good luck brother and please don't give up on college!