When I was a kid I did pretty well in school, my parents had insane hopes for me, then when highschool came around, I naturally came to terms with the truth of how this reality is conducted, I ended up doing alot of drugs during this period of my life.
It all compounded into a psychotic break at school while I was all fucked up.
Today in my early 20's I work a shitty part time job, my dad doesn't expect much more at this point, I mean he sees his son waking up at 2 or 3pm everyday, and racing to the Pc Setup, once I brush my teeth.
But my mother, oh man, this woman I guess it's cause I don't live with her, but she is constantly trying to hype me up, sell me as this "hot commodity" to foids and talk about jawbs and all thi stuff, i'm just done man, what the fuck do I do to get these people to give up that last piece of hope.
Some of you guys might call me retarded for this, but i'm fucked up bad man, 85IQ, Schizoaffective, can't even speak i'm just socially castrated, and not much of a looker either, especially relative to the standards of older zoomers like myself. Letting my parents down when they still have hope is killing me, I just want them to invest their hope and passion into other endeavors, i'll never be somebody, what the fuck do I need to do to make it end?
It all compounded into a psychotic break at school while I was all fucked up.
Today in my early 20's I work a shitty part time job, my dad doesn't expect much more at this point, I mean he sees his son waking up at 2 or 3pm everyday, and racing to the Pc Setup, once I brush my teeth.
But my mother, oh man, this woman I guess it's cause I don't live with her, but she is constantly trying to hype me up, sell me as this "hot commodity" to foids and talk about jawbs and all thi stuff, i'm just done man, what the fuck do I do to get these people to give up that last piece of hope.
Some of you guys might call me retarded for this, but i'm fucked up bad man, 85IQ, Schizoaffective, can't even speak i'm just socially castrated, and not much of a looker either, especially relative to the standards of older zoomers like myself. Letting my parents down when they still have hope is killing me, I just want them to invest their hope and passion into other endeavors, i'll never be somebody, what the fuck do I need to do to make it end?
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