StepyAkermanskie
Philosophymaxxer and whitepill enjoyer
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I am tired of this shit. I don't have any motivation to continue my studies at Uni, I only have an energy to wageslave (because that's giving me money for good copes) and read some book from time to time, but that's it. My parents are angry at me that I am quiting my studies, so during the day at work I am constantly fighting with the suicidal thoughts and then at home I have to hear how bad and shitty person I am from them. It's hard enought for me to accept by my own that I will never have a family, and that due to my short height and being non-NT I won't probably be earning a good money in the future, so their insults aren't really helping at all.
I don't plan to do something drastic so don't worry guys, I am just tired of this. A few years ago I still had some energy and passion, but now I really feel like a shadow of myself. I am just tired of this world and this existance. What should I do?
I don't plan to do something drastic so don't worry guys, I am just tired of this. A few years ago I still had some energy and passion, but now I really feel like a shadow of myself. I am just tired of this world and this existance. What should I do?