Any non-obese girl that‘d talk to me without disdain was my crush in the past and even now as a hikikomori - when my only foid interaction is randomly talking with one on discord once every few weeks/months randomly - I instantly simp my balls off. I know it’s a sin to simp & it just worsens my life + enforces hypergamy even more but it just so happens naturally, and even when I consciously want to undue my inner simp, I get defeated by my soy truecel soul. I wish there‘d be some sort of desimpification therapy except like cutting ur balls off but I couldn’t live without masturbation, too. How can I become an in-tune non-simping future-wizard whose trueceldom can be channeled to something more positive? (I’m not gonna ropemax in the next few months)
