Abomination
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Hi guys,
I'd like to introduce myself. I am a longtime PSL member and lurker on r/incels, but I never posted there.
I'm 23 years old and I have a severely underdeveloped skeleton. I've been trying to find ways to cope with this, but the ghost which is my subhumanity manages to ruin everything I try to pour my soul into; I enjoy math, for instance, but I only have an IQ of 118 and will never be very good at it. 85% of (male) STEM majors probably IQ mog me - in my STEM classes, I feel IQmogged all the time by my colleagues and it infuriates me to no end.
I've never had a beautiful girl be attracted to me and it's very easy to understand why after a simple look at my underdeveloped face. I'm not ugly per se but I have a severe babyface with a tiny peanut skull - I look like a 7 year old's skull growth was frozen as it went through puberty. My tiny skull is probably the reason for my less-than-stellar IQ, too.
How can I cope? I tried video games, porn, movies, anime etc. and they all work for a while but then the episode/video/movie/dopamine rush ends and I'm once again faced with the cold reality of my poor development and subhuman genetics.
Can somebody out here please help me?
I'd like to introduce myself. I am a longtime PSL member and lurker on r/incels, but I never posted there.
I'm 23 years old and I have a severely underdeveloped skeleton. I've been trying to find ways to cope with this, but the ghost which is my subhumanity manages to ruin everything I try to pour my soul into; I enjoy math, for instance, but I only have an IQ of 118 and will never be very good at it. 85% of (male) STEM majors probably IQ mog me - in my STEM classes, I feel IQmogged all the time by my colleagues and it infuriates me to no end.
I've never had a beautiful girl be attracted to me and it's very easy to understand why after a simple look at my underdeveloped face. I'm not ugly per se but I have a severe babyface with a tiny peanut skull - I look like a 7 year old's skull growth was frozen as it went through puberty. My tiny skull is probably the reason for my less-than-stellar IQ, too.
How can I cope? I tried video games, porn, movies, anime etc. and they all work for a while but then the episode/video/movie/dopamine rush ends and I'm once again faced with the cold reality of my poor development and subhuman genetics.
Can somebody out here please help me?