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- Aug 22, 2021
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My mom occasionally brings up when I'm going to get a girlfriend and that she wants grandkids, etc she almost introduced me to a repairman's mixed daughter but she said she had a boyfriend glad that never happened.
Here are some points,
She says I'm not short but I'm 5'8 in the west I am a usacel even my dad was concerned about me when the doctor said its over for me at my last appointment with him
She says I look fine even though I am obese, she said I shouldn't lose any more weight when I was around 210lbs because I would look skinny as in not masculine.( and I gained 50 pounds since a court cause that will be settled tmr or sooner)
I am black and not NT. I feel anxious around other people and sometimes a nervous tic activates which makes me jerk my neck straight to one side or my head spasms making people around me uncomfortable.
I have a down grown face and a long flat maxilla,narrow jaw, legit need bimax and LL and some other stuff if I want any hope.
Unsure of how I would bring up the black pill to her so she could accept/help fund my future surgeries.
It seems like my dad was kinda black pilled because of the doctor appointment thing but I never talked to him about it and I can't now since he passed away last year he was a tyrone-lite.
Im thinking of just dropping out of college and try to get some IT certs and get a help desk job to moneymaxx and work my way up to something more specialized but whats the point if she wont let me get surguries.
Sorry if what I wrote isn't super detailed or out of place I am a brainfogcel. Any help is appreciated I just don't know how to make it approachable for her
Here are some points,
She says I'm not short but I'm 5'8 in the west I am a usacel even my dad was concerned about me when the doctor said its over for me at my last appointment with him
She says I look fine even though I am obese, she said I shouldn't lose any more weight when I was around 210lbs because I would look skinny as in not masculine.( and I gained 50 pounds since a court cause that will be settled tmr or sooner)
I am black and not NT. I feel anxious around other people and sometimes a nervous tic activates which makes me jerk my neck straight to one side or my head spasms making people around me uncomfortable.
I have a down grown face and a long flat maxilla,narrow jaw, legit need bimax and LL and some other stuff if I want any hope.
Unsure of how I would bring up the black pill to her so she could accept/help fund my future surgeries.
It seems like my dad was kinda black pilled because of the doctor appointment thing but I never talked to him about it and I can't now since he passed away last year he was a tyrone-lite.
Im thinking of just dropping out of college and try to get some IT certs and get a help desk job to moneymaxx and work my way up to something more specialized but whats the point if she wont let me get surguries.
Sorry if what I wrote isn't super detailed or out of place I am a brainfogcel. Any help is appreciated I just don't know how to make it approachable for her