Serious How the fuck does one get low inhib and NT

[Jestercelman]

I'm tired of being awkard and socially anxious retard, bullying left me scarred for life and I don't plan on prolonging this misery for another 5 years.
These are the things that I think can help lower your inhibition, while for NTmaxxing I don't have that many ideas:
-gym, tried it, works, you look more intimidating, you are stronger.
-martial arts, I think this is the main one, having the abilty to break someone's knee is the main guarantor of your safety and deferent of bullying and shit tests from other imbeciles . Many of us motherfuckers got bullied just because we weren't sure of ourselves and scared that confrontation would not play out in our favor, and then we got pushed around like beta pussies . If I had been training mma from a young age, I would have been smashing faces in left and right.
-nofap, feel more agressive
-seeking mini confrontations and disagreements with npcs, you don't need to break someone's rib instantly, but you need to stand up for yourself, "man up"
-doing risky uncomfortable shit, you can't think yourself into low inhibition, you need to something that you are afraid of in order to lower inhibiton, approaching foids also counts, just don't end up in jail
-escortceling, I did it once and I really felt low inhib because it is a risky endeavour in my country(if you know what I mean in a video game )
-do not care if you embarass yourself, I was bullied as hell, so I am already pretty depraved and I can somewhat accept being viewed as a freak , but not giving a fuck is not that easy if you are high inhib
As for NTmaxxig, I am stupid on that topic, I can shapeshift and have NPC conversation with normie males but I can't do that with foids. How do you have NT conversation with a female, I just can't wrap my mind around it when I see normies with their gfs, their conversations are so bland, they are not acting like pua clowns , how did they even approach her, do you need to be low iq, do you need to talk about some garbage topic, how did they escalate things sexually when you can clearly see that they are not Chad types??? I don't know, that whole concept of approaching a foid, courting and then having a sex is so foreign to me. It further infuriates me when I see someone succeed with a foid who is way lower iq , has less verbal skills and is not even that much better in looks than me. I just want to fuck a female and sniff her nice hair with my big nose

 

[Lolimancer]

nobody is going to read that

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

This is a blackpilled site. Nothing more to it.

I'm tired of being awkard and socially anxious retard, bullying left me scarred for life and I don't plan on prolonging this misery for another 5 years.

My parents were disgusted by my autistic behavior; as a young child, my mother told me that fidgeting with objects made me look "mentally retarded" and would sometimes hit me/grab my neck to make me stop.

In adolescence, my father would hit me and frequently verbally abuse me because I had obvious non-NT traits. I'm autistic and could barely socialize at all when I was younger. I can barely socialize in the "Real World" as of now. I stutter due to anxiety.

I've had negative experiences with Latinos in the past. A certain Chadlito used to gossip and bully(physically/verbally) me when I lived in a commune. Also, a Latino once insulted("Bitch, nobody gives a fuck about you") me on the bus because he disliked my anxious behavior; I had a headache.

However, someone I once respected seemed like a kind Latina.

I've had women avoid me as much as possible. On one occasion, a foid quickly blocked me from sitting next to her on a very crowded bus. Another fell(wearing sandals) on the ground and accused me of pushing her until her foid friend said "It wasn't him".

No, I wouldn't be able to understand your personal experiences, and so I apologize. However:

The "extreme romantic attachment" is not from an easy life; it's from mental illness. My "attachment" to people extends into obsessive thinking and fantasizing because it helped me ignore childhood trauma(D.V). I'm an ASD and PTSD sufferer.

Our painful lessons.



"shouldn't hold on"? This man is clearly traumatized. His violent fantasies can be mitigated somewhat by empathy.



Allow me to tell you a story:



Years ago, I was bullied too. Youth would laugh at me because I was a short autistic boy who was unable to speak without stuttering. They called me "house mouse", "weirdo", "freak", "pipsqueak", "leprechaun"(feminine voice). One girl said, "I think he has a disability" as a joke.

I've always been dissociated from my surroundings because of my illnesses, so I speak to myself for comfort and clarity. This attracted the attention of a certain Hispanic boy, who happily recorded my private chatter and played it with his friends. He also started shoving me into desks when he realized how "easy" it was to torment me. Eventually, I had a mental breakdown from this.

No. I haven't had "friends" since the age of six. Those "friends" ditched me since I was an anxious autistic child who spent more time fidgeting alone than struggling to socialize with normies.

Yes...bullied on the street. Common scenario for vulnerable males.

I was bullied on the street once by a tall White man. He laughed at me because I was ethnic and told me I could only hope to get "low quality" landwhales.

His exact words were, "You make all the fat girls faint"

Okay. I'll start:

Story One:

I've suffered from Major Depressive Disorder(MDD) and Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD) since I was nine or ten. This led to me entering a group therapy program when I was fourteen, where I met a young girl named Shannon.

Shannon was anxious and had social anxiety/depression. However, Shannon was treated fairly well in the program. I, however, I was denigrated by both psychologists and youth. A certain "redhead" psychologist would frequently criticize me because I struggled to make eye contact or speak to other youth. I had to use stress balls to control my anxiety, which made me a source of amusement for the other youth in the group. They whispered and laughed at me, but treated Shannon like a queen.

To shorten the story, I'll say this: We were placed into separate therapy groups due to "unintended problems"(Negatively "influencing" a female of higher status). Years later, she did some "lovely things" to me after volunteering in the psychiatric hospital.

That situation has always bothered me. Anyway, moving on...

Story: Two:

I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.

Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.

Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).

It is painful to have ASD, MDD, GAD, PTSD(It was already present from childhood trauma), and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria/RSD. I would've likely roped if not for my obsessive fantasizing from ASD.

You're reminding me of my first stint in group therapy. Youth would nearly always overlook me. Some blatantly insulted me and made statements such as "Intellau, you know no one wants to partner with you. Go over to the table and sit alone", "Tsk"(Directed at me), "No one likes him! He acts like a female! Why do I have to go to the 'Quiet Room'?".

The only exception was when a certain kind youth joined my group. He treated me respectfully and showed concern for my obvious anxiety and social ineptitude; I was his partner for one group assignment, and it went very well.

I've experienced this "firsthand"; a psychiatric nurse said "Hello Su" to me because I was (anxiously) fidgeting with a pencil in my hospital room. This is despite the fact that ASD-related fidgeting was already documented in my mental health history. I am a short ethnic male. Another hospital patient deliberately walked past me twice and insulted me as I was calling a relative on the hospital phone because he thought my hat was "stupid". He received no punishment.

Shannon Rose Bosanac enjoyed three luxurious stays in the same psychiatric hospital. Each time, she was treated like a deity by hospital staff.

And of-course, there was group therapy. I've explained that already

In my case, they certainly did. When I was a young child, I was denigrated by teachers because my writing was scribble from "Dysgraphia".

My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation.

My grandmother would often ask me to do things for her. I obediently tried to follow her instructions and received denigration as a result. She would yell at me and say things like "Look! Use your eyes!"(Because I was anxious and had visual processing issues), "Did you hear me!?! That isn't the way I told you to do it!"(When I would drop things or make mistakes because I was sweating and anxious out of fear of upsetting her). She would tell me "Put your head up. No one did anything to you" because I was too anxious to make eye contact with her.

It further infuriates me when I see someone succeed with a foid who is way lower iq , has less verbal skills and is not even that much better in looks than me. I just want to fuck a female and sniff her nice hair with my big nose

 

[Chingaquedito]

I'm tired of being awkard and socially anxious retard, bullying left me scarred for life and I don't plan on prolonging this misery for another 5 years.
These are the things that I think can help lower your inhibition, while for NTmaxxing I don't have that many ideas:
-gym, tried it, works, you look more intimidating, you are stronger.
-martial arts, I think this is the main one, having the abilty to break someone's knee is the main guarantor of your safety and deferent of bullying and shit tests from other imbeciles . Many of us motherfuckers got bullied just because we weren't sure of ourselves and scared that confrontation would not play out in our favor, and then we got pushed around like beta pussies . If I had been training mma from a young age, I would have been smashing faces in left and right.
-nofap, feel more agressive
-seeking mini confrontations and disagreements with npcs, you don't need to break someone's rib instantly, but you need to stand up for yourself, "man up"
-doing risky uncomfortable shit, you can't think yourself into low inhibition, you need to something that you are afraid of in order to lower inhibiton, approaching foids also counts, just don't end up in jail
-escortceling, I did it once and I really felt low inhib because it is a risky endeavour in my country(if you know what I mean in a video game )
-do not care if you embarass yourself, I was bullied as hell, so I am already pretty depraved and I can somewhat accept being viewed as freak , but not giving a fuck is not that easy if you are high inhib
As for NTmaxxig, I am stupid on that topic, I can shapeshift and have NPC conversation with normie males but I can't do that with foids. How do you have NT conversation with a female, I just can't wrap my mind around it when I see normies with their gfs, their conversations are so bland, they are not acting like pua clowns , how did they even approach her, do you need to be low iq, do you need to talk about some garbage topic, how did they escalate things sexually when you can clearly see that they are not Chad types??? I don't know, that whole concept of approaching a foid, courting and then having a sex is so foreign to me. It further infuriates me when I see someone succeed with a foid who is way lower iq , has less verbal skills and is not even that much better in looks than me. I just want to fuck a female and sniff her nice hair with my big nose

the only way is by using drugs/meds/not sleep/alcohol

(some of them make you feel better and carefree)

 

[subhuman]

you can get low inhib. but if you have autism you literally cant become nt.

 

[Sennacherib]

How the fuck does one get low inhib​

Xanax

 

[kaan]

I spent years playing poker (and other games sometimes) in casino trying to make a living out of it but lost all my money (10s of thousands of dollars over many years - even more if yiu include opportunity cost). Silver lining is that I was able to practice my social skills and become NT.

 

[cutthroat]

im as low inhib as you can get

why are you calling yourself a mentalcel then?

 

[Substitute Subhuman]

@yez And @jerkjocky are my disciples

 

[yez]

@yez And @jerkjocky are my disciples

 

[Pikacel]

Your post is pretty much spot on I’m in LDAR autopilot mode atm so there’s no point in thinking about improving rn