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Deleted member 41695
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Guys, I took everything "healthy" from the Red Pill and "maxed" it. I read and study A LOT to get a good job in my future (I'm in my early 20s), already am in a pretty good one tbh, "became" NT (people think I'm an extrovert), became ripped (natural gymcel) and took care of my acne, beard, haircut, everything. I looksmaxxed and socialmaxxed to the bones and can approach people and they seem to respect and like me.
And like, I sometimes see the fake light of ascension somewhere and start to become hopeful, so I avoid Black Pill content...but this shit ALWAYS COME BACK!
Yesterday, a foid coworker said our sector "needed someone competent, like Brad Pitt" (tee hee!). A week ago, my female boss was telling our team how her son's friend (both 10yo) kissed 3 girls of his school this month because the girls find his abs attractive and ask to touch it on the bathroom. DUDE HAS HALF MY LIFE TIME AND KISSED MORE GIRLS THAN ME. Then there's this blue eyed/blonde chad incompetent personal trainer in my gym but he's the ONLY guy there who rich stacies want as a personal. Dude is getting paid well as fuck while hot girls drool over him because of looks.
And as I said, I work in a great job already, and fuck...this shit is of FULL women. They are all high tier beckies+/stacies. They are actually fun to be around, but FUCK MAN, I have to work my ass off to be there while they probably sucked the right dick and that's it. And the huge amount of pretty couples on streets...
How the fuck do I cope? I feel lost. I thought I could ascend and forget this shit, but every day, every FUCKING DAY OF THIS SHITTY LIFE, I AM REMEMBERED OF MY BURDEN...
And since humble bragging is not allowed, I must say, I am way more blessed than most here...and it STILL FUCKING DOESN'T MATTER
And like, I sometimes see the fake light of ascension somewhere and start to become hopeful, so I avoid Black Pill content...but this shit ALWAYS COME BACK!
Yesterday, a foid coworker said our sector "needed someone competent, like Brad Pitt" (tee hee!). A week ago, my female boss was telling our team how her son's friend (both 10yo) kissed 3 girls of his school this month because the girls find his abs attractive and ask to touch it on the bathroom. DUDE HAS HALF MY LIFE TIME AND KISSED MORE GIRLS THAN ME. Then there's this blue eyed/blonde chad incompetent personal trainer in my gym but he's the ONLY guy there who rich stacies want as a personal. Dude is getting paid well as fuck while hot girls drool over him because of looks.
And as I said, I work in a great job already, and fuck...this shit is of FULL women. They are all high tier beckies+/stacies. They are actually fun to be around, but FUCK MAN, I have to work my ass off to be there while they probably sucked the right dick and that's it. And the huge amount of pretty couples on streets...
How the fuck do I cope? I feel lost. I thought I could ascend and forget this shit, but every day, every FUCKING DAY OF THIS SHITTY LIFE, I AM REMEMBERED OF MY BURDEN...
And since humble bragging is not allowed, I must say, I am way more blessed than most here...and it STILL FUCKING DOESN'T MATTER