Discussion how should I die?

[Emba]

howdy!
how die?

TLDR:
So basically, what do i chose?
Mental or physical suffering?

if I had IRL frens that saw how I lived, and gave a shit, they would shove me in a hospital to die. STAT! (hospital joke, lol)

ive seen men die in those places. I visited them. they often looked already dead. skeleton men.

they died clean, in a nice clean bed.

I also have known many "nurses" over the years... only a very few were nice looking, all had relationship's... most were fat and stupid. clueless morons that could only follow orders. no incitive... (they make me cringe and flinch now.)

while the dudes that I saw had private rooms, they were fully immobile, and I am not.

I would be able to toddle around and "visit" with the other residents of the death hospital. old folks home...

I'm not even that super old! im just super disabled....

I know most normies are full of shit and have nothing to say.

am I supposed to spew inane blather to retards on my way out?

I recently posted this...

"""""So basically, what to i chose?

Mental or physical suffering?

I could do the death-care system thingy because of my insurance... But why would I want to die around stranger folks that do not really care, and have lives that don't include me.

Basically, to die surrounded by normies. (If you've ever seen a nurse? Always Fake fat foids that hate you. ( @bcroger knows about fat foids!)

Even if, well fed, clean, and comfortable...

Or...

Die at home, living in filthy conditions, stinking. Hungry. Struggling to walk around and stand up!

But I can have doggies and kitties! And a garden...

Die alone in my own filth?

Or...

Die surrounded by normies that hate me?"""""

""""""

my other choose is die at "home"

my house/land is rented, so thats a. type of ordeal. who get my stuff? who cleans my mess? etc...

that would happen anyway, so it's not on the table.

my "quality of life until death" is the question...

granted it's tough stumbling to the outhouse in the cold rain... or anytime. I must take air breaks... its only 100' away! I take About five breaks on my way there...

then there's trying to stand up and cook stuff. I must lean on stuff to cook fucking eggs!

or I open a can of soup or whatever...

I don't have the strength to grab and cut up and make and clean up after a salad! but the stuff is there!

but it's not like a super great life except for the LACK OF MOG! the lack of normie interactions. and the sheer amount of peace...

but basically, I Just sit all day staring at my computerphone. and I could do that anywhere...

~~~anyway, old folks home?
no privacy,
normies in my face and ears daily.
easy food.
get to be clean! clean bed!

~~~ home alone?
stinky, body, house, clothing..
hungry
pets! doggies and kitties!
struggles just to eat, shit, and get basic life stuff...
lots of peaceful space...

mental comfort and physical suffering?

or

physical comfort and mental suffering?

either way, I'll suffer.

I'm over 60, & disabled with lung problems that I don't want to discuss.

the topic here now is:

where do I die?

inb4 kys!
(the rope broke in my ~30's? and Its not an option on the table rn.)

also inb4 why not do medical treatment?
(for what? to live a few more years in a shitrealm? why live longer anyway? for my, "loving family?" get real bro. there's none of that for me)

in a way, its a "quality of life" question.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Home alone

 

[Grodd]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

 

[incognito57]

Home alone

Like most Samurais of antiquity.

 

[anon65]

At home just make sure your pets aren't trapped inside when you die

 

[The Wolf]

~~~ home alone?
stinky, body, house, clothing..
hungry
pets! doggies and kitties!
struggles just to eat, shit, and get basic life stuff...
lots of peaceful space...

do you live in a city/small town or is your nearest neighbor far away? tbh it's cool that in North America you can really live off grid, I'd like that.

 

[Lifeless]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

 

[Icarus]

Hospitals are a grim place indeed

I'm not sure mango. Maybe home would be better just because you won't have to deal with normies?

But if something happens and you're in need of an emergency it would be impossible to get help.

 

[incognito57]

At home just make sure your pets aren't trapped inside when you die

This is important.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Maybe somewhere peaceful like the middle of the woods or middle of nowhere in desert

 

[Emba]

At home just make sure your pets aren't trapped inside when you die

Its a worry...

 

[Emba]

do you live in a city/small town or is your nearest neighbor far away? tbh it's cool that in North America you can really live off grid, I'd like that.

I can. Sometimes Hear my neighbors, but I can't see them

 

[Emba]

Hospitals are a grim place indeed

I'm not sure mango. Maybe home would be better just because you won't have to deal with normies?

But if something happens and you're in need of an emergency it would be impossible to get help.

Medical Help is an hour away.

Lots of folks die at home around here.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

true normies are the most vile creatures on earth

 

[Cuckoja]

Can you get cheap canned food or something so you dont have to cook? Imo its better home, buts thats me because i hate hospitals with burning passion

 

[Autist]

Dying in home mogs

 

[Caichan]

with ur viriginity lost

 

[Icarus]

Medical Help is an hour away.

Lots of folks die at home around here.

ye then home would probably be better

 

[Emba]

Maybe somewhere peaceful like the middle of the woods or middle of nowhere in desert

Off the table rn.

Too far, to much effort.

 

[Emba]

Can you get cheap canned food or something so you dont have to cook? Imo its better home, buts thats me because i hate hospitals with burning passion

I eat a lot of canned stuff

 

[psyop]

I wanna die in a car crash

 

[Emba]

with ur viriginity lost

I fucked whores.

Turn yer phone sideways and all will be reviled

 

[psyop]

tbh it's cool that in North America you can really live off grid, I'd like that.

I always thought emba lives in Britistan

 

[SteelCentaur]

You would be lonelier than ever if you were surrounded by normies in your final days, there's no dignity to be found in that kind of death. You should die the same way that you lived: alone in your own filth. A fitting end for any trucel.

 

[Emba]

I wanna die in a car crash

Clean up in the hov lane!

 

[The Wolf]

I always thought emba lives in Britistan

Nah, he's as American as they come (I don't mean that in a bad way). Right @Emba ?

 

[AdolfRizzler]

idk nigga, somehow so that u dont have pain when u die!

 

[Skelly]

hospital to waste medical supplies Make sure to 'accidentally' shit yourself a few times and have the nurses clean it up

 

[incognito57]

with ur viriginity intact

To make paradise easier to Reach.
The narrow Gate that leads to it.

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Depressing thread, but inevitably this is something that we all must face one day.

 

[WastedPotential]

My ideal death is doing what I love, even if it means rotting, I'm still relatively young, but I would probably want to die in my home alone, comfortable and not surrounded by people that hate me.

One quote about death that always stuck with me; (I don't know the exact quote but it goes something like this)

"No matter who you are, death is always the most personal thing an individual experiences, even if someone were to be surrounded by loved ones. Their loved ones would never truly grasp what it's like to die."

In other words. It doesn't really matter if you die surrounded by people that hate you or @ home, because once you're dead that's something only you yourself experience.
But the time just before death, if possible you might as well spend as comfortable/nice as possible, maybe even do some crazy shit you never got to do in life! That's why i'd choose @ home.
I'd probably do heroin or something if possible if I knew i'd be dying soon.

 

[RandomGuy]

 

[Leon98]

Depressing thread, but inevitably this is something that we all must face one day.

 

[zd60]

Would be better to die alone than around scum like normies.

Home alone

 

[Emba]

My ideal death is doing what I love, even if it means rotting, I'm still relatively young, but I would probably want to die in my home alone, comfortable and not surrounded by people that hate me.

One quote about death that always stuck with me; (I don't know the exact quote but it goes something like this)

"No matter who you are, death is always the most personal thing an individual experiences, even if someone were to be surrounded by loved ones. Their loved ones would never truly grasp what it's like to die."

In other words. It doesn't really matter if you die surrounded by people that hate you or @ home, because once you're dead that's something only you yourself experience.
But the time just before death, if possible you might as well spend as comfortable/nice as possible, maybe even do some crazy shit you never got to do in life! That's why i'd choose @ home.
I'd probably do heroin or something if possible if I knew i'd be dying soon.

Yeah, the "everyone dies alone" saying...

 

[Caichan]

I fucked whores.

Turn yer phone sideways and all will be reviled

fried me, fairs

 

[Emba]

idk nigga, somehow so that u dont have pain when u die!

The morphine drip?
(Fentdrip)

good point.

 

[Emba]

hospital to waste medical supplies Make sure to 'accidentally' shit yourself a few times and have the nurses clean it up

Yeah, I can see the fun in that.

 

[Midnight Animal]

 

[Cloudrak]

seppuku

 

[Emba]

sepsis

 

[Roastie Crusher]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3MehWjLBz8

 

[ColderManTruce]

Around plushies of course.