Just handholdless and virgin, spent most of my teens in my house playing videogames because my mom didnt want to me to spend time outside or better said, didnt want me to do what the others were doing (partying, drinking, talking, etc) ofc that affected my personality, there was a point that i didnt want to go out so at the age 19 (im 22 rn) i realized that i was fked, i barely hang with my friends (which Im starting to distance myself from because i barely have any memories of my teens with them other than the typical hangout, it boils my blood seeing the photos they had and all ive missed) and theres 0 women presence on my field.
That fucking whore ruined me hard, my grandma helped her by reaffirming her bias, just waiting for my grandma to die so i can block my mom from everywhere